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oh uhm
im a minor-
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would anyone be interested in reading my poetry? it's kinda sh!t but i'm proud of it either way
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tfw you’ve just reread one of your favourite lj ryden fics and it feels like your whole world is collapsing because finding a well-written, well-thought out ryden book that hasn’t been deleted off ao3 or lj is like finding a very specific piece of hay in a haystack and suddenly you’re 14 again and sobbing at 1 in the morning about fictional characters od’ing.
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i love sateenmusta on lj as well but she deleted her account and took her books down with it :( i had Guernica by her reposted on here for a while but wattpad just deleted it for no reason
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if it helps i have like four of panic_smile’s fics posted? they’re all pretty good but my favourite ones are the bittersweet taste of disobedience and did you think you were dreaming?
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i just reread the bitter taste of disobedience and it ruined my whole year again
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man i miss my old friends though, ya'll were real ones fr
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before anyone says anything, i am painfully aware p!atd wattpad is dead and no one comes to my page anymore so this message board is basically me talking to no one lmfao
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also why did i ever think my one shot book was good????? it's filthy and terribly written. so embarassing.
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i reposted all the LJ fics that i had posted for years. if you've read a couple of my original works you'll know i took a lot of inspiration from 'did you think you were dreaming?' and 'i thought i saw you'. they're really good books in of themselves and even if you don't ship ryden anymore like me, they're good to read. would definitely recommend. x
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also shout out to rowntrees for releasing a fruit pastille pack that is just strawberry and blackcurrant. you are doing the lord's work.
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i have the strange desire to write fics again someone stop me