ryan come home

i'm the son of rage and love
          the jesus of suburbia
          the bible of 'none of the above' 
          on a steady diet of
          soda pop and ritalin
          no one ever died for my sins in hell
          as far as i can tell
          at least the ones i got away with 
          and there's nothing wrong with me
          this is how i'm supposed to be
          in a land of make believe
          where they don't believe in me

hey! thnks fr th fllw!!

would anyone be interested in reading my poetry?  it's kinda sh!t but i'm proud of it either way

tfw you’ve just reread one of your favourite lj ryden fics and it feels like your whole world is collapsing because finding a well-written, well-thought out ryden book that hasn’t been deleted off ao3 or lj is like finding a very specific piece of hay in a haystack and suddenly you’re 14 again and sobbing at 1 in the morning about fictional characters od’ing. 
          
          

i just reread the bitter taste of disobedience and it ruined my whole year again

man i miss my old friends though, ya'll were real ones fr

before anyone says anything, i am painfully aware p!atd wattpad is dead and no one comes to my page anymore so this message board is basically me talking to no one lmfao

also why did i ever think my one shot book was good????? it's filthy and terribly written. so embarassing.

i reposted all the LJ fics that i had posted for years. if you've read a couple of my original works you'll know i took a lot of inspiration from 'did you think you were dreaming?' and 'i thought i saw you'. they're really good books in of themselves and even if you don't ship ryden anymore like me, they're good to read. would definitely recommend. x

also shout out to rowntrees for releasing a fruit pastille pack that is just strawberry and blackcurrant. you are doing the lord's work.