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Hey guys just wanted to give you an update, this has nothing to do with the book so if youre only interested in that you dont need to read this lol.
Life is kinda tough rn im not gonna lie. Im dealing with a lot of stuff rn that I dont wanna get into on a public platform bc its all very personal. I just felt like i should update you all on how im doing because you guys LITERALLY i cannot put it into words. You are all so fucking sweet. That doesnt even begin to describe it. I honestly feel like i would trust every single one of you with my life, ive never felt even half as supported by anyone in my real life as i do by all of you on here.
I know ive said this a billion times but literally i will never ever stop saying it i fucking LOVE all of you. So much. And i hope you know you can always reach out to me if you ever need anything.
Im sorry im not on here very often, but im trying to pop in every once in a while to talk to u guys. Im so overwhelmed by all the love and kindness ive recieved, i really dont deserve you all.
Anyways yeah i just wanted to let u guys know im alive and well, im just kind of not in a very great place rn and something very upsetting just happened a few days ago that I dont know if ill ever recover from.
Im really sorry im not updating right now i feel terrible about it but i just dont have the energy to, im so sorry for keeping you all waiting so long. I just need some time.
I love you guys. So fucking much dude like i cannot even explain. You have all been so good to me and it literally brings me to tears seeing all your messages. Please reach out to me if you ever need anything. Im dead serious. I dont even care what it is i will do my best to help you guys with anything you need.
Okay im actually done ranting now. Love you. Thank you all for caring about me.