gayferret13579

LIFE UPDATEEEEEE (since i've been offline for a while)
          	
          	I got the lead in a musical i'm doing called something rotten so that's great
          	My sister got a bf
          	I think my huzz might like me back??
          	my mental health is at an all time low
          	everyone started hating me 
          	my friend's cat had kittens 
          	i attempted yesterday
          	I made a list of 53 shows/movies to watch
          	a boy in my class is moving 2 hours away
          	I got a rumor made up about me trying to overdose
          	got more into dance
          	had a french exam
          	
          	and that's about it i think?

gayferret13579

LIFE UPDATEEEEEE (since i've been offline for a while)
          
          I got the lead in a musical i'm doing called something rotten so that's great
          My sister got a bf
          I think my huzz might like me back??
          my mental health is at an all time low
          everyone started hating me 
          my friend's cat had kittens 
          i attempted yesterday
          I made a list of 53 shows/movies to watch
          a boy in my class is moving 2 hours away
          I got a rumor made up about me trying to overdose
          got more into dance
          had a french exam
          
          and that's about it i think?

Blehhh82

Wassup besti

gayferret13579

@Blehhh82 nah i try not to vent anymore. How about you though? Any exciting newssss?
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Blehhh82

@gayferret13579 oh im sorrh
            If ya need to vent im here
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gayferret13579

@Blehhh82 sorry i didn't resond sooner, i havent checked my notifications in a while. Alot has been happening. How r u?
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gayferret13579

you know....
          maybe life really is just a game.
          maybe you die when you lose.
          and those who take their lives quit the game.
          except for this game isn't very fair you know? Some people start at the top, some start at the bottom.
          but we're all just playing to win in the end anyways.
          But what does winning look like exactly? Does it mean wealth? Happiness? Love? Or simply just being at peace until the very end?
          I don't think anyone can win really. No matter what it looks like. We all die at the end, so we lose.
          
          I think i might be going crazy. But this game really is no fun.

jasons_brick

@gayferret13579 this is a really beautiful yet sad poem/thought
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rowen_fairy0107

@gayferret13579 there are always gonna be days where the game really sucks, but next time that it doesnt you should point that out to urself, be like “hey, im having a good time right now”. noticing the little good moments really helps
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gayferret13579

the homophobic boys in my class were annoying me the other day so i may or may not have started writing a bl fanfic about them...
          
          I won't be posting it though because that's too far <3

jasons_brick

@gayferret13579 good job twin. I'd prolly do the same thing.
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gayferret13579

this message may be offensive
WHAT THE FUCK GUYS.
          
          Heesung left enhypen
          On a random tuesday btw,
          TRUST IT'S JUST EARLY APRIL FOOLS
          
          on a good note bts is gonna have their comeback live on netflix so you guys should totally check that out if ur into kpop. I don't stan thembut i think i'll watch anyways.
          
          ALSO piwon comeback in two days so i better lock in.
          
          Alright thats i'll and don't worry i'll grieve over heesung with you guys <3