uh hi
i got addicted to xans
i’m okay, i’m 73 days clean, and i can think straight again. i’m afraid i lost myself. i’m an english major at ucla, and i’ll graduate in fall.
i wanna write still. this story, i mean. i’m just scared i won’t write well anymore. i hated men, and i hated women, and i’ve been so hurt and abused and it’s all hard. i don’t wanna take it out on aurora and dom. they’re too good. i don’t want to glorify abuse or manipulation. i want to try
hi. i’m gonna try and write. i’m gonna rework and hope i can still write. i want to try
xx