gitiara99

Bemusement Maze 
          	
          	If you're lost in the stars, don't drag me!
          	Most desired lover, just let me be.
          	Admired you to no end, now a hater
          	Wired words from you, you're a monster.
          	
          	Turned my mind into a maze for your pleasure,
          	Into a haze I live, my love knows no measure.
          	Lost in your enigma, keep me away!
          	Your stigma so enthralling, don't stay.
          	
          	Save me from your puzzling self, 
          	Like sizzling fire, worse than death-
          	No longer is my soul the same, I'm scarred!
          	Never whole, you've played your card.
          	
          	Baffled, flustered and frustrated, you have me lost!
          	Fated for my hatred, my heart now frost.
          	Part of you remains locked inside, you'll tone down.
          	Knocked out of my way, you'll drown while I'm crowned.

typicalsad

────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) __ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
          ──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
          ─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
          ─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
          ──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
          ────(♥)████████████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
          ──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
          ────────(♥)████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
          ─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
          ───────────(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє
          
          Have a great day bub. Stay safe

gitiara99

Bemusement Maze 
          
          If you're lost in the stars, don't drag me!
          Most desired lover, just let me be.
          Admired you to no end, now a hater
          Wired words from you, you're a monster.
          
          Turned my mind into a maze for your pleasure,
          Into a haze I live, my love knows no measure.
          Lost in your enigma, keep me away!
          Your stigma so enthralling, don't stay.
          
          Save me from your puzzling self, 
          Like sizzling fire, worse than death-
          No longer is my soul the same, I'm scarred!
          Never whole, you've played your card.
          
          Baffled, flustered and frustrated, you have me lost!
          Fated for my hatred, my heart now frost.
          Part of you remains locked inside, you'll tone down.
          Knocked out of my way, you'll drown while I'm crowned.

gitiara99

A small poem in memory of my uncle, may his soul rest in peace.
          
          Farewell
          
          You left as the leaves fell,
          To the sky we yell,
          As our lives turn into hell.
          In misery we dwell,
          As we're now all empty like a shell.
          
          The warmth of your radiant smile,
          As with everyone you reconcile.
          No longer shall we witness them,
          Hearts all too numb
          Plunged in glum, no thrum.
          
          Your voice, a fading anamnesis,
          Your illnesses too specious-
          Leaving room only for our grievous.
          Cries heard, by dawn
          You're far gone.
          
          In melancholy we dwell-
          In remembrance, we bid you farewell.
          A void in our hearts,
          Unique, you were smart-
          A part in our hearts.
          
          Your departure left us broken,
          Feelings all unspoken.
          You're now alive in dreams-
          Where you're cherished with love it seems,
          Though we'll never again see the gleam in your eyes.
          
          As the wind blows,
          The seas shall freeze,
          As the sun again would rise,
          Feelings would arise,
          In a faraway land bygone-
          We shall all meet again.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          

gitiara99

I wish...
          
          I saw you lying there,
          I saw you fading there,
          No light, eyes fixed,
          No conscious, body cold as ice.
          
          They brought you back from death,
          They saved you from death,
          You saw the angel though,
          Your eyes were fixed on it.
          
          I couldn't control the tears,
          They fell while I tried to held them in.
          So many things I wish to tell,
          So many untold forgiveness.
          
          My cold act melted as these tears fell,
          My heart broke as you stayed motionless.
          All in blur, they thought of my tears an act,
          It wasn't.
          
          Guilt, guilt, guilt,
          Alive I'm tortured by guilt.
          My strong attitude a mere pretence,
          My cold heart being just an act.
          
          We talked yesterday after years
          You were fine giving advises.
          You were fine talking few hours ago
          You were fine fine fine.
          
          Understanding, not everyone's cup of tea,
          My feelings, incomprehensible.
          Rage, rage, rage,
          For my insensitivity,I blame my anger.
          
          You being harmed shall always haunt me,
          You, if gone will kill me alive,
          For I've said things I never should,
          For I wished for your death,
          But I never ever meant it...
          
          
          

gitiara99

@OwainGlyn sadly we indeed do
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OwainGlyn

@The_Broken_Sinner Well written, we all have regrets.
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Red_as_a_Strawberry

Love your graphics. Especially the one with Holland Roden. She's my fav character in Teen Wolf. 

Red_as_a_Strawberry

@Red_as_a_Strawberry When i finally decide to write that fantasy book that's been haunting me for so long I know who I'll come to for a cover :)
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gitiara99

@Red_as_a_Strawberry hey thank you glad you like it (:
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