[he sat patiently while the (dumb) blond prince thought of special places. personally, it was about time that he thought for himself.] take her to the special place and be honest with her, whether you do it there or on your way. it is clear that you hold love for her and this pains you so, given how rude you’ve been acting, so.. talk to her. explain the reasoning you’ve been so incredibly awful to us, and to her, and give her the chance to talk. this is not a one way conversation— two people are required to get this all figured out. you may not be able to tell her how you feel about her today, but with time, i would recommend doing that too.