lost

im in love with your profile lmaooi

it’s my bday 

just read a story and i suddenly have so much motivation to write

i wonder how i got 10 followers like... y’all don’t even read my stories y’all just follow me... dw i most definitely appreciate it. but i’m so b l a n d why do y’all follow

why you sad

controversial opinion: rooting for the bad guy isn’t uncommon. it’s not weird for you to root for the “bad guy.” most people feel inclined to like to protagonist of the story because it’s all about them. many people after learning about the mc will want other personalities in the story and if a #edgy #sadbackstory villain comes in, it’s no wonder some may like the other more.
          
          without the “villain” there’d be no story, no conflict, no problems. and it would just be a calming story. which i personally enjoy, but most read for action.
          
          let’s say the “villain” was the mc. they did crimes, was a rude person, and just horrible over all. but- they have a sad backstory backing everything up. 
          
          yet the “antagonist” was a cheerful, happy person who somehow opposed the “mc” in this situation. y’all would be like
          
          “omg they’re so cute, how could you hate them? unpopular opinion, i like them more than the mc.”
          
          and i know a few people are like “nah, i like dark characters.” shut up. 
          
          you like the villain? go ahead, but it’s not controversial to do so. as a reader and writer, it’s weird to see people think liking antagonists is so different. it’s pretty basic psychology and writing.
          
          thank you for coming to my ted talk, where i post on my conversation board instead of posting chapters!

i know my pe teacher is not making us do exercise on cam...

also i saw someone say most people don’t have depression, it’s just ✨s p i c y✨ sadness, and i will now live by that

first day of school: 4.6/10
          
          most of it was me just texting my friend because i have the attention spam of a rock, but i didn’t even have an english class  like i had to get a friend of a friend to get the zoom link 
          
          also tell my there’s like 40 kids in my pe class.. WHY IS THERE SO MANY

bruh i hate how i write sad stuff when i’m sad. like no i’m tryna write smexy funny dialogue but i’m just unhappy
          
          haven’t published a chapter on awv in a week and i feel
          bad even though no one reads it