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you know… maybe I’m so impatient because I’ve been forced to wait for everything in my life. 
          
          Had to wait to get a job until I was almost 20. 
          
          Still waiting to get in a relationship, because ‘it’ll happen when it happens.’ 
          
          I’m so tired of fucking waiting. 

does anyone else have the problem where wattpad keeps just logging you off randomly? it keeps logging me off and having me sign back in?? 

I’ve been thinking about starting writing again,,, what do you guys think about another lil peep fic 

I’m letting go of a lot of toxic shit in my life

hi girl just checking in, are u doing ok?

I’m fucking done. I cant do this shit anymore, every single time I think things are going good something comes and fucks it up. I’m doing it tonight and I don’t give a fuck about the consequences. I’m so tired of being ignored and belittled, I can’t openly express my feelings or emotions. Not without people thinking I’m being dramatic or unreasonable. 
          
          Im fucking done. Im so fucking done.

I was doing so good too…
          
          I was actually proud of myself. 

As I’ve gotten older…I’ve realized, that my family loves me..
          
          But no body really likes me. 
          
          I’m loved enough,  tolerated. But i’m not liked. 
          
          Im a burden on this family, it’d be better if I weren’t in it, but I’m too much of a coward to do anything about it…too much of a coward to rid myself from this world. 
          
          A fucking coward.

im at my fucking breaking point….I don’t know how much more of this shit I can take, don’t be surprised if one day I just disappear for good. 
          
          Everything’s so fucking heavy, I can’t catch a break..it’s one thing after another and I can’t take it any more. 
          
          Im the problem. Im the problem. Im. The. Problem. 

I’m fucking in love with your book when they go. It’s my favourite bexey fanfic I ever read uwu