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my mental is so fucked right now, i genuinely don’t know how im going to push past it. 
          
          im just so fucking sad all the time, I’m ugly and so unloveable. I feel like I’m just digging myself into a deeper hole everyday…
          

hi girl just checking in, are u doing ok?

I’m fucking done. I cant do this shit anymore, every single time I think things are going good something comes and fucks it up. I’m doing it tonight and I don’t give a fuck about the consequences. I’m so tired of being ignored and belittled, I can’t openly express my feelings or emotions. Not without people thinking I’m being dramatic or unreasonable. 
          
          Im fucking done. Im so fucking done.

I was doing so good too…
          
          I was actually proud of myself. 

As I’ve gotten older…I’ve realized, that my family loves me..
          
          But no body really likes me. 
          
          I’m loved enough,  tolerated. But i’m not liked. 
          
          Im a burden on this family, it’d be better if I weren’t in it, but I’m too much of a coward to do anything about it…too much of a coward to rid myself from this world. 
          
          A fucking coward.

im at my fucking breaking point….I don’t know how much more of this shit I can take, don’t be surprised if one day I just disappear for good. 
          
          Everything’s so fucking heavy, I can’t catch a break..it’s one thing after another and I can’t take it any more. 
          
          Im the problem. Im the problem. Im. The. Problem. 

I’m fucking in love with your book when they go. It’s my favourite bexey fanfic I ever read uwu

And i fucking love ur profileeeee

I miss peeeep

Ayye