gxlaxygirl_11

hey everyone, probs gonna be leaving this acc cause i barely use it plus its kinda just there i don't really need it. i might come back on at some point, but who knows. will miss all of you guys i've met for the two years i've been on here. 
          	maybe see ya later
          	-aarna

stfubitchessss

@gxlaxygirl_11 even i'm gonna be disappearing soon. just waiting for rocco's epilogue. off topic but your name is so cute *inserts crying emoji* 
          	  will miss you too<3
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gxlaxygirl_11

hey everyone, probs gonna be leaving this acc cause i barely use it plus its kinda just there i don't really need it. i might come back on at some point, but who knows. will miss all of you guys i've met for the two years i've been on here. 
          maybe see ya later
          -aarna

stfubitchessss

@gxlaxygirl_11 even i'm gonna be disappearing soon. just waiting for rocco's epilogue. off topic but your name is so cute *inserts crying emoji* 
            will miss you too<3
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definitelynotayan

heyy, if you have insta, can i add you in a rocco group? So we can gossip? (My id is london_warner2011, tell me yourss if you do have)

gxlaxygirl_11

my poetic self has come out
          here's something i wrote today
          
          Fear
          Is many things
          But one
          thing it shouldn’t
          do
          Is control 
          who you are
          Your fears do not
          define you
          You define 
          yourself
          Being fearless
          Is not being scared
          Of nothing
          Because we are all
          humans
          But fearless
          Is understanding 
          those fears
          And controlling them
          Not letting them control you
          
          dam, girl's on a role, but idek if this is good or not someone tell me

gxlaxygirl_11

alr so basically i've seeen this literally in a bunch of videos and lowk thought they were all lies cuz how tf is this supposed to help.
          BUT.
          IT ACTUALLY WORKS
          so basically if ur still on the mindset of 'i'm not pretty (bish yes u are)' then basically every morning in night literally just compliment yourself. say ur eyes are pretty, your hair ate, your outfit was fire, blah blah blah, and it actually like trains your mind to be more confident about yourself. i've been doing it for a couple days and now instead of 'ugh that was a horrible hair day' its 'dang my hair was awesome!' it just gets you in a more positive mindset and surprisingly works.

penmedown_

The ride home was as lively as our town's graveyard. I was glued to the door the entire time, ready to jump out the minute we got to my house or just in case he decided to bring up what Dream Hero had had no problem discussing. I clutched the door handle like it was a lifeline and prayed it wouldn't result in me jumping out of a moving car.
          
          Hero didn't seem to notice. 
          
          It was clear that his mind was somewhere else. He didn't try to talk to me like he had done back in class which was good because all that I could think about was the fact that he had friendzoned me and that he had gotten Melissa's name wrong.
          
          I wanted to correct him so bad that I just—
          
          "It's Melissa." I blurted out the minute I got out of the car. "The girl Donovan's with, her name is Melissa. Not Melinda."
          
          "Okay? Potato Tomato." was his response. He looked at my hand that was still clutching the car door before looking back at me. "Can I go now?"
          
          "It's actually," I chuckled nervously, letting go of the door. "It's, um, tomato—Potato Potato and Tomato Tomato but I get your confusion—"
          
          "Harley."
          
          "Hm?"
          
          "Close the door." He muttered and I scrambled to do just that before rushing to get inside so that I could scream into my pillow at how ridiculous I had just been."Harley." He called out once more and I screeched to a halt like an unoiled robot, waiting for him to speak.
          
          "Check your messages once in a while." He mumbled. "Otherwise exchanging numbers would be pointless, wouldn't it?"
          
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