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Feeling like that video of Shawn Mendes saying “heyyy people” cause I’ve been MIA 

Happy New Year besties <3 
          

Pov: I’m reading fanfics instead of working on my own book 

The feminine urge to write a story knowing I will never finish it

Crying myself to sleep type of night I guess 

I went back and read some of my old conversations with people and I'm distraught. Why did I act/talk like that, when I literally hate people like that eww I'm disgusted by my old self.

who knew writing out you’re emotions actually helped 

so like how do i convince my mom to get me a therapist 

me trying to lighten the mood of this story i’m reading by listening to mexican music and dancing  

how hard is it for people to understand that when they say “are you okay” it makes it worse