i need haerin so damn much... like, seriously-both mentally and physically. i can't function without her. she's more than just a crush, she's a necessity. every second without her feels like i'm suffocating, like i'm drowning in my own desperation. i don't just want her; i need her. not some fake knockoff or wannabe. i need the real kang haerin, the one and only. 

and unlike @meow_meowmyhae, who keeps flip-flopping like the wishy-washy liar she is-first, she's a simp for pham hanni, swearing she'll stay single for hanni forever, but look at her now, switching lanes like a clown-i'm not about that life. i know what i want, and it's kang haerin. nothing else, no one else. 

god jihyo, if you're out there, do you hear me? i'm begging you. i don't care how impossible it sounds. i don't care if she doesn't even know i exist. she's all i think about, all i want. i can't keep living like this, just wishing and hoping. i need a damn miracle. cast a spell, rewrite the universe, pull some magic out of a hat-i don't care how, just make it happen. give me kang haerin. 

i'm done playing games. i'm serious. i'm desperate. i NEED HER.