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i have yet to write such a painful scenario but i’m literally crying here like a fool... i love santi and vaugn. 

Umm just a question if you don't mind, but will you continue writing in war with you ??

hiiii! idk if i'll get some respond for this question but you can also send me your response thru cc https://curiouscat.live/hajeos_aj
          
          should i write taming an ikeda series in english language or filipino? (i'm currently on it so i need some input) thank you. ^^

Please know that no matter what, there were, and still are, people (such as I) that was touched by your writing. Thank you for bringing me to the worlds you create, and for having characters that feel so real I could swear I knew them ✨

Please don’t stop writing! I came on this app only to read your work since you mentioned you will no longer write on X. Didn’t know you had your works here. Yours was the very first one I read fully in here (DIL) and made me bawl my eyes out Please don’t let other people ruin or dim you light, and continue to do what you’re passionate about. Hwaiting authornim and looking forward  for Taming an Ikeda. I hope you can also continue here the I loathe you whenever you can. Thank you for sharing to us your works

i always have thoughts of wanting to stop writing, days pass by that i am desperate i’ll wake up one morning and i no longer crave the longing to write. it’s the only outlet i have, the thing that keeps me sane, and it is not something i do to gain people’s favor and validation (but of course it fills the heart, really, to be appreciated) but something i do to make me happy. it is something i know that is really pure and what makes me feel myself. 
          
          idk, it’s hard not to express it, that i hate being told i am copying anyone, it crashed my confidence and made me ponder, am i copying someone? i let it get into me. but, i hope that person knows that i am my own writer. i write the way i know. i write with my heart. accusing me of such is digging my grave of identity. and i hope that if you read this, you ruined it for me and i have to let people know that.
          
          i wish i can write again in peace. i never want a crowd but i want genuine connection with people who appreciate words and see the worlds i live in. 
          
          venting out is so hard but this is me releasing some negativity inside me so i can fill myself with pureness again, so i can write with a heart that no longer holds doubtful drumming.

I just read DIL and it was heavy but good. there is so much love even in pain. I hope to read more of your stories

planning to resume writing "In War with You" when i come back to my boarding house. stuffs here at home are quiet a disturbance and writing the au is much time consuming actually...

follow me on twitter! will be posting hajeongwoo au later ⁠♡ https://twitter.com/hajeosaj?t=h3RrbzT4w_7wR4842jE6ig&s=09

excited to continue writing "In War With You" after all these final exams and papers~