harlowrain

i will never know how you see red and you will never know how i see it
          	
          	anne carson

harlowrain

what do you do when you aren't enough? when there isn't enough you-ness in your skin, in your bones, in your blood. is there enough me to light a fire? is there enough me to paint the night sky black? i don't think there is enough pigment. i feel more like water color. i don't feel entirely here, or there, or anywhere
          
          zoë lianne