local idiot :)

i haven’t touched this app in a HOT MINUTE WOW

Yoooooh

i just read a fricken 8 part mafia series on ao3. HMM IDEAS IDEAS.

one of my friends asked why i write a lot of angst, and it’s simply because that’s all i know how to write. writing fluff makes me feel weird, especially because i’ve never been in a healthy relationship that hasn’t ended in me just saying we were better off as friends. it’s just a really iffy genre for me to write, because i don’t know what i exactly want in a relationship either. so i hope if anyone else had any wonders this helps you as well :)

honestly the drastic difference from when i read dsmp/mcyt ffs to kpop ffs is HILLARIOUS. i can read kpop ffs straight face no words no problem, but MCYT FFS?? BOY YOU CAN HEAR ME SCREAMING DOWN THE HALLWAY-

when you start a new book because you’ve kinda lost motivation to write a new chapter: 

why is it always my smut chapters that have the most reads?

2958 words later… there’s another smut chapter in the oneshot book- took me about 4 hours to write SO GO READ IT

smut chapter written T-T

haaaaa- writing my first ever smut chapter- this is gonna end up so bad