heecyrsteria
i made one of my teachers listen to XO by enhypen, and he liked it. He also witnessed me and my friends simp over the members of enh7pen but oh well
heecyrsteria
heecyrsteria
what if my bsf asks to see my photos when i was younger? im cooked ✌️
heecyrsteria
im scared. what if she finds out im scared im scared im scared. i dont want to be left alone again. i wish i was a cis man, maybe then she wont care. she doesnt know i wasnt born a man and i dont plan to tell her, but i cant help but feel guilty.
heecyrsteria
hi, im unhappy. my best friend said she hates trans people, but little does she know i wasnt born a boy. i wish i was born a boy, both for myself and for the reason that i dont want to live with guilt towards my best friend for not having the guts to tell her im trans. she hates trans people a lot. a LOT.
heecyrsteria
@starriwon shes my only choice. i dont want to be all alone again, thats how i always end up. everything that i have goes away in an instant just because of who i am. i know youre right, but when she doesnt know and cherishes me, what am i to do?
starriwon
@heecyrsteria what.. just because you dont like trans people doesn't mean you can say that. It's your life anyways, if she doesn't respect you then its just wrong because thats not what a best friend is supposed to do.
heecyrsteria
@starriwon there is no way. she wont listen. im too scared too. she couldnt care less about me if she ever found out. im honestly terrified, because i've told her one of my feminine presenting cousins are trans male and to use masculine terms to refer to him, and she reacted really badly, and even said he "deserves a place in hell" "going to hell" etc.
heecyrsteria
new theme, new username. previously ccynthiajonah.
heecyrsteria
yo who will draw my books cover got #4 in transmale i am #superhappy
heecyrsteria
new chapter for Who Will Draw My Book's Cover. yay
heecyrsteria
yeah so uh i might have food poisoning woohoo so the next chapter for Who Will Write My Book's Cover is postponed. on the bright side my writing skills are improving. off topic but i was gonna yap about how i got misgendered online by an online friend for the gazillionth time but then i realised im too nonchalant for that.
heecyrsteria
im gonna make yuuto develop the biggest, fattest crush on alex. not even god can stop me #illitreference
