Blayne Hood

I need someone to talk to...

I used to cut myself just for the satisfaction of having the scars. I have an infatuation with the way scars look on otherwise pure skin.
          
          Maybe that's why I love white ink tattoos so much. They look like scars.

Eating two meals today instead of just one.... let's see how this goes. I'm slowly getting better.

I lie awake in my own head...

And that's me, over and out.

The guys at my school don't know what the bro code is..... 

ty for commenting :')

Malum af

When you like the live version better than the studio version 

I NEED ADVICE!
          So basically, I like this guy. No one knows that I like him, though. The only thing is, he's the younger brother of a girl in my class. Which, technically I'm only older by a few months so it's not that bad, but I just feel like it's wrong.
            1. Because me and her "get along" but I don't really like her that much and I'm pretty sure she hates me.
            2. All my friends think he's a dick, but I know he's really not.
            I just don't know what to do. I feel like I shouldn't like him - like I CAN'T like him. It's stressing me out.
            Then, last night I had a dream about him. And I remember it.
            I never remember my dreams!
            In the dream, we were like best friends and we ended up falling in love and I could trust him and it was really cliche but at the same time it felt so real I just don't know.
            ADVICE?