tickle my tacos you saucy bastard

my friend ditched our plans to go hang out with her other friends
          
          
          
          
          and i was two weeks clean a bit ago, but not anymore, sadly.

the sting is nice, but is it truly worth it in the end?
          
          
          
          
          you know its not.

it hurts

everybody has their best friend, somebody that they trust with their whole life. somebody that sticks by their side and they do everything with. its not fair, seeing people with their person, and anytime i think i find my person, i end up doing something wrong. i get too comfortable and fuck everything up. either i need to change my personality, or im thinking into it too far.