heyitschanel_

y’all it keeps me awake at night that i never finished writing. dsmp fandom is extinct and i am an 18 yr old college student with two jobs and so many responsibilities but this. it haunts me.

Lumine_Loves

OH MY GOD YOURE ALIVE??? HELLO I DON'T EVEN USE WATTPAD ANYMORE I ONLY CHECK IT FOR YOU
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heyitschanel_

@KikiDuzArt wait that’s actually super interesting!! i am sooo busy lol i haven’t kept up with any of the dsmp creators but i’ll have to do some lurking myself 
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KikiDuzArt

@heyitschanel_ 
          	  
          	  yeah! there are a few accounts posting art pretty regularly over there, and even the non-artists are really active with their liveblogging during streams and analysis of new vids. 
          	  i follow an essayist who posts amazing (and super long long) analysis, i cant get through all of them but its so impressive to see how much thought people put into lore and fics even now. and on tumblr its easy to find new oneshots too. 
          	  everyone's just talking and stuff, and the culture on tumblr is a lot more tight-knit (im kind of scared to interact with anyone over there lol but its great even to lurk) 
          	  
          	  and my husband sometimes sends me reels of people who are still doing cosplay and talking about the smp on other sites! :) 
          	  The comments sections have been improving too- ive seen it flip back from hate to kind reminiscing and its been amazing seeing things heal. honestly the fandom feels a lot less chaotic now that there are less people in it from all the exoduses haha 
          	  
          	  you just have to look in the right places :P 
          	  tho as you mentioned, I'm sure having more responsibilities makes it harder to even see fandom stuff too
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heyitschanel_

y’all it keeps me awake at night that i never finished writing. dsmp fandom is extinct and i am an 18 yr old college student with two jobs and so many responsibilities but this. it haunts me.

Lumine_Loves

OH MY GOD YOURE ALIVE??? HELLO I DON'T EVEN USE WATTPAD ANYMORE I ONLY CHECK IT FOR YOU
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heyitschanel_

@KikiDuzArt wait that’s actually super interesting!! i am sooo busy lol i haven’t kept up with any of the dsmp creators but i’ll have to do some lurking myself 
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KikiDuzArt

@heyitschanel_ 
            
            yeah! there are a few accounts posting art pretty regularly over there, and even the non-artists are really active with their liveblogging during streams and analysis of new vids. 
            i follow an essayist who posts amazing (and super long long) analysis, i cant get through all of them but its so impressive to see how much thought people put into lore and fics even now. and on tumblr its easy to find new oneshots too. 
            everyone's just talking and stuff, and the culture on tumblr is a lot more tight-knit (im kind of scared to interact with anyone over there lol but its great even to lurk) 
            
            and my husband sometimes sends me reels of people who are still doing cosplay and talking about the smp on other sites! :) 
            The comments sections have been improving too- ive seen it flip back from hate to kind reminiscing and its been amazing seeing things heal. honestly the fandom feels a lot less chaotic now that there are less people in it from all the exoduses haha 
            
            you just have to look in the right places :P 
            tho as you mentioned, I'm sure having more responsibilities makes it harder to even see fandom stuff too
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heyitschanel_

guys i rediscovered my i pad….. should i come back lol

Lumine_Loves

@heyitschanel_ PLEASE come back I didn't get my Jace body pillow yet please
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yourmomsrightpinky

@heyitschanel_ please i need the storys back
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SKZKXI

Please come back i really miss your stories
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heyitschanel_

gonna try to get back on my art grind as well
          i want to draw all of my characters but mainly my original characters so you guys know what they actually are supposed to look like 
          unrelated but today marks one year of my ed recovery :] writing def helped me through it (and it may or may not become a part of nothing new) so i just want to thank you guys for your support 
          love you all

Lumine_Loves

@heyitschanel_ still waiting on that Jace body pillow
            
            
            Oh chanel..  when I catch you chanel 
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mistpeqrls

HELPP IVE BEEN GONE FOR MONTHS, UR BACK?? YAYAYAY
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Lumine_Loves

@heyitschanel_ oh my please do so i can do fanart of him and me/my oc /nf
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heyitschanel_

chapter one of drinking games is officially rewritten. only 83 more to go through! (gonna try to shorten the story a bit)
          i’m gonna republish nothing new and this love (previously summer skin but the song i named it after DISAPPEARED so i changed it)
          i will probably make small edits in this love based on what i change in drinking games but nothing major
          i’ve missed you guys im happy to be back 

heyitschanel_

ok guys here’s the plan
          i’ll republish all of the stories and just make some little adjustments to like the descriptions and covers soon
          i’m going to continue nothing new and work on rewriting drinking games at the same time so when i get bored of working on one story i can switch to the other 
          i’m not going to completely rewrite it i’m just going to take out parts that aren’t necessary to the storyline or leave plot holes and rewrite the parts i don’t like then rearrange it all into chapters (hopefully less than 80 this time around lmao) 
          do u guys want me to post the rewrite chapter by chapter like a normal story or post it all at once??? i can’t decide so you guys will