hforhungryy

HIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!
          	I’M FINALLY BACK AFTER MORE THAN TWO YEARS!!!! (just changed my pfp lol)
          	
          	OMG U GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISSED WATTPAD AND ALL OF YOU!!!!!!
          	CAN’T WAIT TO GET BACK TO MY READING ERA!!!
          	
          	ANYWAYSSSS, how’s everyoneeee??? 

hforhungryy

HIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!
          I’M FINALLY BACK AFTER MORE THAN TWO YEARS!!!! (just changed my pfp lol)
          
          OMG U GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISSED WATTPAD AND ALL OF YOU!!!!!!
          CAN’T WAIT TO GET BACK TO MY READING ERA!!!
          
          ANYWAYSSSS, how’s everyoneeee??? 

hforhungryy

Ik that will be too much,pls be patient with me..
          two hours ago i literally collapsed;it has been months since the last time i cried and a lot of things happened,but i couldn’t even find the strength within my soul to try and cry,until exactly two hours ago..
          i was shaking and crying like there is no tomorrow,i felt my heart is being ripped out my rib cage like i was suffocating,like all of the pain i’ve been feeling and suppressing for months just exploded at this particular moment..the pain i felt in my chest was unbearable i kept screaming and crying,i was panicking at the same time,i couldn’t breathe i couldn’t talk..until i just stopped..and rn i feel nothing..i feel empty..hollow..
          for months i’ve been struggling with something i couldn’t comprehend..mood swings?nah me just being mean and a horrible human being?nah..until i realized that i hit rock bottom again..i was diagnosed with severe depression,but i was in denial i thought it was just a joke and i’m okay and it’s just stress and everything will be okay again,but i was wrong,i’m not me anymore, i put on my best facade and try to conquer every single hour and minute of the day,sometimes i success and sometimes i just don’t;i give up. 
          a lot of people hurt me just because i was going through something i couldn’t understand,i couldn’t understand myself and why tf am i doing this??? why am i being mean out of the blue???why am i being so distant from the people who actually care about me???i blamed it all on myself and kept telling myself that i’m a horrible person and i deserve to be left alone like it is my daily mantra 
          and i’m not an angel;i did hurt a lot of people,i did made a lot of bad decisions,i did pushed people away who wanted nothing but to talk to me and stick to my side..and i’m sorry for that,i hope one day they can forgive me,for what i did and for what i’m about to do.. 
          if you know me or you just don’t,just pray for me,pray that i will just make it out alive..
          once again,i’m sorry..

michaeljacksonmom

@hforhungry don’t be sorry love imma text u rn cus i don’t want to talk on the convo bored <3
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coolainti

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Hi love i am sorry you went through shit. But it is not your fault. Just remember that.  You are one funny beautiful soul. And i am so glad i got to know you. Whatever shit you went through, you dont deserve it, nobody deserves it. I get what you feel is real bad, feeling numb and all. But stay strong, not for me, not for anyone else but you. You deserve every bit of happiness this world has in store. Sooner or later you will get your share of happiness. Just know that you are loved, that you are treasured, that you are precious and every feeling of yours is valid. This world might be shitty but we are all gonna die someday. So just go with it. Some days, maybe months, they will be hard on you. But stay strong for that hope of being happy okay? Seek help. Talk. Scream. Do anything that makes you feel better. Your mistakes aren't something that make you a bad person. Your mistakes dont define your whole personality. Ut is okay to make mistakes. It is okay to push people away for the sake of your mental health. 
            You have always been the kind of person to radiate all kinds of happiness, craziness, goofiness from your comments. Honestly they made my day. I hope it remains the same. Loads of love, happiness and health to you<3
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DariaBacza97

Thank you for adding 17 Missed Calls to 10000℅ recommended ❤❤❤

hforhungryy

@DariaBacza97 it’s nothing, sunflower ❤️ i added it since day 1 ❤️❤️
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hforhungryy

hiiii everyoneee! hope you're all doing great <3 what have y'all been reading lately? for me, i'm reading “Addicted To You" by @Sweetdreamers17 and i'm starting chapter 91 rn AND IT IS WOOOWWWW I CAN'T STOP READING, the chapters are neither long nor short and the plot is wow wow wow. i definitely recommend it! <33
          have a nice day/night and feel free to share with me the books you're currently reading, much love xoxo

hforhungryy

@coolainti wow! send me the link and i’ll read it after this one 
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coolainti

@hforhungry i am almost done with Luciano! And I am loving ittt!!!!!
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hforhungryy

hi againnn! this time i’m here smiling from ear to ear and my heart is about to jump out of my chest and do parkour lol, me and my bf got back together, he forgave me and i’m madly in love with him and i thought that i lost him ;( but YAYYYYY I’M GODDAMN ENERGETIC RN AND AAHHHHHHH I LOVE ALL OF YOUUUUUUU <333

daddysdumptruck

@hforhungry EHHSBDJDN I LOVE YOU TOO LOVEYYY<33
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hforhungryy

@daddysdumptruck awwwwjsjwhwgwhwhwhwh  I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BAEEE AND YEAH YOU DID HELPED ME A LOT <33 
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hforhungryy

hi everyone, it’s 4:31 am here and i’ve just taken a shower, it was refreshing and everything, anyway. my boyfriend left me today, i can’t stop crying and my heart is aching sooooo bad, but idk ✌

coolainti

@hforhungry love you girl. Stay strong<3
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