andre.

Hiii, so I'm writing a college romance if you're interested in this kind of stories :)))

my sweet. 

the feeling is quite mutual if i say so myself (‘:

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my dearest cherub. 
          can you believe it’s been six months to this day that you made this special mark into my life and heart. never did I think messaging you that day i’d be gaining a best friend for life. I am so glad I did because I really don’t know what I’d do without you now. 
          you are the most kindest, amazing, loveable, sweetest person ever and I’m so lucky to have met you. you have been there for me more times than I can count; from always listening to me, letting me cry to you, letting me rant until my heart is content and giving me the biggest of hugs to cheer me up. not many people put up with me these days but I cannot thank you enough for never giving up on me and for still being by my side. you are my literal ray of sunshine, i’ve said this since the beginning and this will never change for me. all I need is one message from you to instantly make my day better, it’s why i’ve missed you so much over these last few weeks. not talking to you sucks so much but just know I will always be here, waiting for you, no matter what. thank you for always making me laugh, smile and for recommending me the best shows ever but most importantly thank you for being someone I can always rely on no matter what. 
          you are one of a kind and have such a beautiful soul but that heart of yours is pure gold. I don’t think you’ll ever fully know how special you are to me because words never seem enough to describe how much you truly do mean to me. I hope you’re always smiling that adorable smile of yours and are happy because you deserve all the happiness the world has to offer + more. I love you so much, cherub. thank you for being you, never change because you are perfect the way you are. 
          
          lots and lots and lots of love; 
          your diamond.
          ♥️

you’ll always have my heart. 

I love you, 
          I tend to say these three words a lot to you but no matter how much I say it, it never seems to be enough. I could write you hundred of paragraphs just to let you know how much I care and appreciate you yet it still wouldn't do. Though, I hope you know I love you very much and you mean a lot to me. I honestly don't deserve you, Dre. You're so caring, to the people who are close to you and those who aren't. You always want to make people feel better about themselves, never bringing them down. Oh God, you're so precious and believe me when I say this. You give up so much for the ones you love. Whenever I feel down or upset about anything, you'd stay up with me all night just to make me feel better, despite the time zones and in the end, you always make me feel a lot better. We've had good days and we've had the bad but we've always stuck by one another and we've overcome all the rough times. You're one of the best things to ever happen to me. You're an incredible friend and I'm so thankful for you. You see? Certain people come into our lives for a reason. Some we know why and some we don’t have an idea as to why they were brought into our lives. God brought you into my life and I don’t even know why. All I know is that I am grateful to God for bringing you into my life. You're amazing, never change for anyone. 

i'm actually crying from feeling emo as well, my dearest andre. thank u so much for that paragraph, i really needed it. i love how u never run out of things to tell me. i sure do feel special. which is what i sometimes hope i make u feel, because u deserve to always feel special. it warms my heart that u ! are so heartwarming- oh oh oh bUBBLES !!!!! kajskskds ur heart is warming so like my heart is- oKAY NVM BAHAJQKSJKW anyways anyways, before i get distracted, i just want to let u know that ur absolutely one of the best people that i have met in my whole life ! no lie there. when u get sad, i do. & i truly hope everything is good right now for u, but if not, my pms are always open for u. whether ur not ready to talk & just say one thing, or whether ur feeling in the mood to just let everything come out, i am here. i will love u unexplainably like i already do. ur love is always appreciated so much by me, ur munchy <3 

Dear Andre, 
               It's been three months since I met such a wonderful and kindhearted guy. God, I remember when you first messaged me saying I had a cute name then we ended up playing 21 questions to get to know each other. Our first conversations were so distant but eventually we bonded through speaking French. To be sincere, it feels like I've known you for years even though it's been just three months. I've gotten so close to you, I confide in you so much. I could talk to you about anything and you'd listen. Even when I'm being whiny, you still pay attention to me. I don't know how you do it istg. It's astonishing, how nice you are. You could do anything for the ones you love, you make huge sacrifices just to see them happy. I honestly don't deserve you. You're an incredible friend with a heart of gold. You're a blessing. An angel in the form of a man. Oh lord, you're so precious. I run out of words when it comes to describing you Dre but I hope you realise how amazing you are. Anyone who knows you is extremely lucky. Thank you for always sticking by me and supporting me. Thank you for simply existing and being a part of my life. I love you. 

Hey, you.
          Mhm, you.
          You're so fucking precious. You're a blessing. You can turn one of the darkest days to a bright one. You have no idea how much i love you. Sjshsk and how much i miss you since you've been really busy. Hope uni is going great for you. Smile for me okok