howardkids889

Today is me and my boyfriend 4 month anniversary. I love him so much with all of my heart. 

howardkids889

Today is me and my boyfriend 4 month anniversary. I love him so much with all of my heart. 

howardkids889

stay up late with broken mind
          no text from you but i'll be fine
          i fall asleep with ocean eyes
          i say no words like a midnight mime

-sunshcwerss

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            // did you copy these from when i posted them? lol XD
            it's a great song though,, have you heard it?
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-sunshcwerss

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            // ooo, melanie martinez
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howardkids889

Hey everyone,
          So was planing to a book of what I wear every day starting on the 31.. So the book will come out this month or next month. Who have to go back to school on the 31. One more thing, I love you guys with all of me heat. <3

howardkids889

When did I become so numb?
          When did I lose myself?
          All the words that leave my tongue
          Feel like they came from someone else
          I'm paralyzed
          Where are my feelings?
          I no longer feel things
          I know I should
          I'm paralyzed
          Where is the real me?
          I'm lost and it kills me inside
          I'm paralyzed
          When did I become so cold?
          When did I become ashamed? (oh)
          Where's the person that I know?
          They must have left
          They must have left
          With all my faith
          I'm paralyzed
          Where are my feelings?
          I no longer feel things
          I know I should
          I'm paralyzed
          Where is the real me?
          I'm lost and it kills me inside
          I'm paralyzed
          I'm paralyzed
          I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
          And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
          But it's still alive
          And it's taking over me where am I?
          I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
          But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
          I'm in the race of life and time passed by
          Look, I sit back and I watch it
          Hands in my pockets
          Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
          I just watch 'em
          I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
          I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
          I'm in a box
          But I'm the one who locked me in
          Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
          I'm paralyzed
          Where are my feelings?
          I no longer feel things
          I know I should
          I'm paralyzed
          Where is the real me?
          I'm lost and it kills me inside
          I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed)
          Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
          I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
          I know I should (oh how come I'm not moving why aren't I moving ay yeah)
          I'm paralyzed
          Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?)
          I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
          I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

howardkids889

Silent, I can't wait here silent
          Working up a storm inside my head
          Nothing, I just stood for nothing
          So I fell for everything you said
          Hear the rumble
          Hear my voice
          Silent, I can't wait here silent
          Gotta make a change and make some noise
          Undo my sad
          Undo what hurts so bad
          Undo my pain
          Gonna get out, through the rain
          I know that I am over you
          At last I know what I should do
          Undo my sad
          Trouble, baby I'm in trouble
          Everytime I look into your eyes
          Save me, oh I'm gonna save me
          Far away from all the crazy lies
          Hear the rumble
          Hear my voice
          Undo my sad
          Undo what hurts so bad
          Undo my pain
          Gonna get out, through the rain
          I know that I am over you
          At last I know what I should do
          Undo my sad