my head is pounding and my ears are ringing and everything's slightly blurred like when you're crying but i'm not crying and it burns to blink and i'm starving but i physically can't eat and i have this awful feeling in my lungs like when you've been under water too long and i can't catch my breath and my throat stings really bad and i can hardly make any noise and i have music on but i can't quite make out the words like &it's all muffled and i just feel like i'm dying