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hiii i updated lily after almost 2 months hehe my bad i had a very bad writer’s block and tbh i’m having a difficulty on keeping the consistency of the story lol i just read that jaemin’s a cook at lily’s cafe and then also a nurse at the hospital she was brought to ijbol i have a bad memory guys
          
          anw i heard wp’s being weird so here’s a new chapter update people! wake up! *pans clanging pots banging* 
          

i fcking resigned from my job after 4 days bc i felt uncomfortable around my coworkers…i mean i’ve always been the persistent and patient type of person but i just really had to leave. i felt so anxious everyday bc they weren’t event talking to me tho i tried talking to them for real. i felt left out and not included. 

bruh i miss jaehyun so much

KNETZ ARE SERIOUSLY SICK IN THE HEAD LIKE HOW COULD YOU BULLY SOMEONE OUT OF THE GROUP ? I’M LITERALLY CRYING I AM SO INVESTED ON RIIZE AND NOW THE NEWS ABT SEUNGHAN PERMANENTLY LEAVING THE GROUP HURTS ME :(( I HATE KNETZ OT6 AND SM Y’ALL GO ROT IN HELL

i met up w my nctzen friends today and despite all the laughters we had throughout the day, the heaviness of the emotions was still present. when we read haechan’s bubble update, we paused and teared up. i’m so thankful to be surrounded by people who are genuine and sincere. it somehow lessened the heavy feeling.
          
          if you’re having a hard time, please talk it out with someone. pause and breathe. your emotions are valid. 

still couldn’t process what happened but one thing for sure is that taeil must be held accountable for his crime. men will always be men. kpop idols are just showing what we want to see and we have no idea who they are in real life. this is a serious matter that all of us must be aware of. 
          
          i am praying for the victim and all the victims of sa in this cruel world. justice will prevail. 
          

thinking of changing the title of “Lily” to “Completely” because it’s my favorite song from jaehyun’s album like im crying it’s so good

it’s been 4 days since i saw nct dream up close :((( tds3 is the best concert i’ve been in i’m sorry tds2 u have been dethroned hhshshs but seriously 7dream performs so fcking good especially the live singing?!?  unmatched!! chenle’s voice was clearer than my skin and the way haechan sings was so full of emotion it’s so amazing >< i miss renjun though :((
          
          their energy and vibes were so good and you can really tell that they were having fun :( i love them so much. they’re very genuine and sweet people.
          
          i’m crying i miss them so much :( i love 7dream so much with all my heart. 

i’m gonna see nct dream tomorrow!!

my friends are setting me up for a guy help HSHSHHAHA