hyungwonluvclub

i can't sleep i'm way too anxious why am i like this

hyungwonluvclub

i really nerd to sleep cuz i got school tomorrow an di gotta be up at 6am but i have anxiety and it makes everything 10 times worse than it should be. i also have a huge test i should've studied for on Tuesday and now i've onl6 given myself 1 day to study and i'm not ok. and usually i lool forward to sping break but apparently i'm going on vaction to somewhere i don't want to go abd my parents plan on going bike rides and i hate bike rides and it just sounds like torture. i really hope it's cold next week. THAT ALSO MEANS I'LL BE ON VACTION DURING PENTAGON AND BTS'S COMEBACK AND I PROBABLY WON'T HAVE WIFI AND I WON'T HACE ANY PRIVACY TO FANGIRL I'M SO UPSET. ugh sometimes i really hate my family. i would kill myself but i'm too lazy....

hyungwonluvclub

@jamless_soul NOPE JUST CHECKED THE CALENDER AND I WILL BE ON VACATION AND UNFORTUNATELY I'M ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE TO HEAR SOMETHING AS SOON AS IT COMES OUT I'M SO UPSET IF ONLY PARENTS UNDERSTOOD HOW MUCH THIS ACTUALLY MEANS TO MEEE
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hyungwonluvclub

@jamless_soul nvm about the cb thing thank god it's not this week and it's next week
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ahhh. help.
          i'm 99% sure my friend lieks me.
          or used to. i know she at least used to.
          i'm bi, and she's bi.
          she's nice and all but idk if i have a real crush on her.
          
          ALSOO
          
          HIXTAPE IS COMING MARCH FUCKING 2ND
          THAT'S IN EXACTLY ONE WEEK
          I AM NOT PREPARED