iLadyclaudine

GUYS, AKU KEMBALI DARI MEDAN PERANGGG  Besok deh aku klarifikasi kenapa aku menghilang. Kalau kalian penasaran, untuk sekarang kalian bisa baca percakapanku sama Heckington, karena malam ini aku benar-benar nggak sanggup ngetik panjang-panjang pokoknya, terima kasih banyak karena kalian masih menanyakan kabarku, masih peduli, dan masih begitu mencintai Claudine dan Leon. Matthias… terserah, WKWKWKWK  Besok aku bakal balas satu per satu pesan kalian. Terima kasih sudah menungguku, masih mengingatku, dan masih ada di sini setelah sekian lama.
          	LOVE YOU ALLLL ❤️

carnelian_crystal

@ iLadyclaudine  finally ada kabar juga setelah sekian lama  congratulation atas wisudanya kak dan selamat juga udah berhasil meraih predikat cumlaude! keren bangeett! lovee you too
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Heckington899775435

@iLadyclaudine, love you too (typing with clear flush and embarrassment all over my face)
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iLadyclaudine

GUYS, AKU KEMBALI DARI MEDAN PERANGGG  Besok deh aku klarifikasi kenapa aku menghilang. Kalau kalian penasaran, untuk sekarang kalian bisa baca percakapanku sama Heckington, karena malam ini aku benar-benar nggak sanggup ngetik panjang-panjang pokoknya, terima kasih banyak karena kalian masih menanyakan kabarku, masih peduli, dan masih begitu mencintai Claudine dan Leon. Matthias… terserah, WKWKWKWK  Besok aku bakal balas satu per satu pesan kalian. Terima kasih sudah menungguku, masih mengingatku, dan masih ada di sini setelah sekian lama.
          LOVE YOU ALLLL ❤️

carnelian_crystal

@ iLadyclaudine  finally ada kabar juga setelah sekian lama  congratulation atas wisudanya kak dan selamat juga udah berhasil meraih predikat cumlaude! keren bangeett! lovee you too
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Heckington899775435

@iLadyclaudine, love you too (typing with clear flush and embarrassment all over my face)
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Heckington899775435

Girl let me share a sorrow of mine with you. 
          You know i stopped reading wattpad cause of you because I  would always check if you updated or not.
          Then seeing you didn't it always blows a devastating strike to my already sensitive heart (broken heart emoji). 
          So I kept telling myself that I would only come back if you updated 
          But that feel like a far cry now , since you probably uninstalled wattpad for good, I'm typing this knowing probably no one would read but God knows I miss you alot and there is mist in my eyes 
          You are responsible for my tears (hmph be a man and take responsibility for our unborn child and don't leave his mother behind ), I'm saying this because I love you and want you to have good karma , otherwise I'm going to haunt you after my death, since I'm probably never going to forget you. 
          
          Girl just know that you are the first author whose story I ever commented on. I have always been a silent reader and never commented before, but your wholesomeness broke the ice on my heart. 
          You once commented that I always magically appear when you want to stop writing and since then I always try my best, that maybe somewhere in the 8 billion , you might need my words and just so u know no one replies to my comments anymore and I miss you all the time. 
          
          Now I'm getting emotional at least please tell me that you my favourite are alive , don't update or anything just tell me you are alive and well 
          Girl I'll get a closure, that at least you are thriving

Heckington899775435

Oh yeah man , my mama graduated, hell yeAh dude, HURRAH
            you can't believe how relieved I was to see your reply 
            
            Yes just know I'm happy that you're alive, I myself can't that I will be this relieved to know you are breathing. 
            And also girlll calm down companies are waiting for you, it's their honour to have you 
            
            And yes I'm embarrassed for the huge message I wrote above. That was extra
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iLadyclaudine

@ Heckington899775435  GIRL  I’M ALIVE, I SWEAR  Please don’t die on me and come back to haunt me, because now I’m scared AND emotionally attached 
            
            I’m so sorry. I genuinely never intended to disappear. Not at all. BUT MY THESIS WAS HAUNTING ME  I was constantly haunted by the thought of graduating from university on time. I was terrified I wouldn’t make it. That’s why, while I was gone, I was busy working on my final projects, writing my thesis, dealing with revisions, and going through approximately 738492 emotional breakdowns  I wanted to write, I really did, but I genuinely had no time. My entire life was basically thesis, projects, revisions, and crying  BUT THIS TIME, I’M BACK. I’M STANDING HERE WITH YOU AND ALL OF YOU AGAIN ❤️ And I’m so freaking proud to announce that I GRADUATED ON TIME, WITH CUM LAUDE HONORS!!! . Honestly, I’m so relieved. One of the biggest reasons is that I don’t have to pay tuition anymore  But for now, I’m still a little busy taking care of some documents for my graduation clearance. After that, I’ll finally be able to come back to writing.
            
            I’m also planning to look for a job while I wait for my graduation ceremony and diploma. So please pray that I’ll find a decent job with a good enough salary  I’m genuinely terrified of becoming unemployed, but I believe God didn’t create me just for the sake of being useless. So… after disappearing for what feels like a lifetime, your girl is finally back❤️.And I promise, I missed you guys too.
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Heckington899775435

I wrote like a damned ex, I'm sorry I got carried away.
            But I couldn't,  this was just ny heartache taking the face of words.
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radenkuiris

maafin kakak karna posting lalu hapus soalnya kakak gamau mengotorin wall kamu hiks (#><). moga dedek sehat² aja, dan kuliahannya lancar yah aamiin. jujur, kak yis khawatir banget sama dedek. kakak asli pada tertanya apa ada hate comments lagi yg mengganggu kamu. kalo kamu baca mesej ini, pls respons tau dedek soalnya kakak dan para pembaca yg menyayangi kamu sesungguhnya amat merisaukan dedek. sending you lots of love and hugs ☆⌒ヽ(*'、^*)chu
          
          xoxo, kak yis ♥️