iamseizuresalad
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Hiya Lovelies! I know I've been inactive for quite sometime and that y'all are waiting for that update. But honestly quarantine and careless people have been affecting my health and mental state. My stress levels have been off the fucking charts. I'm so stressed that severe fucking headaches are becoming a part of my life. They make me extremely sluggish and tired and the things that my family says to me are insensitive and downright disrespectful. When I express how I feel about their comments they tell me that "We don't care how you feel". One of my family members knows about my depression and self-worth and self-esteem issues and they sat back and did nothing to help :)). I couldn't even stand up for myself as talking back is seen as disrespectful to the adults. Shit's wack around here. I have no motivation at all since the little that I had was crushed by my oh so lovely family :] Now, because of my non-existent motivation, updates will now be once a week instead of twice and they will not be scheduled for a specific day. I may post more than one chapter a day if I feel like it. Ya girl is gonna go sleep for centuries because she's tired af I love you all <3 -Nowadi