ifsomeonelovesyou

Hi! Bumabalik na yung feels sa pagsusulat kaya I decided to edit Memoirs. I'll inform you after ko maedit every chapters. There will be minor and major changes pero ganun pa rin naman yung nabubuo kong plot at ending para kay Elise. If you're reading this, thank you for sticking with me or atleast checking my dying account from time to time. I'll try to fix my mistakes especially the typos and errors. Namiss ko magsulat, namiss rin naman ako ng mga sinusulat ko. Good Night 

ifsomeonelovesyou

Hi! Bumabalik na yung feels sa pagsusulat kaya I decided to edit Memoirs. I'll inform you after ko maedit every chapters. There will be minor and major changes pero ganun pa rin naman yung nabubuo kong plot at ending para kay Elise. If you're reading this, thank you for sticking with me or atleast checking my dying account from time to time. I'll try to fix my mistakes especially the typos and errors. Namiss ko magsulat, namiss rin naman ako ng mga sinusulat ko. Good Night 

ifsomeonelovesyou

Hi! Napakatagal na pala mula nung huli akong nagsulat. Iba pa ako nung mga panahon na yun. Siguro sa haba ng so-called "break" ko, marami akong natutunan. Sobrang busy kasi sa school. Ngayon ko lang din naramdaman yung lungkot na magmoving up na kami. Ewan, mamimiss ko sila. Marami akong nadiscover at natutunan sa JHS. Mas nakilala ko yung sarili ko, mas nahanap ko yung passion ko. Namiss ko na palang magsulat pero hindi ko pa kaya, hindi pa ako ready. Kagaya nga ng nasabi ko, hindi na ako kagaya ng dati na kayang isulat lahat ng nararamdaman ko. Marami ng nabuo sa utak ko pero hindi pa talaga ako ready. Sa span ng pagpapahinga ko, maraming dumating at marami ding nawala. Minsan, ang mga nawawala bumabalik din pero hindi naman palaging ganun. Siguro isa rin yun sa rason ko kasi bukod sa maraming nawala at hindi naibalik, hindi ko pa rin nahahanap yung sarili ko. Nawawala pa rin ako. Ewan. Hahaha bukod sa twitter wattpad na lang pinagsasabihan ko ng problema ko, dito kasi walang makakakilala sa'yo at wala ring papansin sa'yo kaya mas madaling magopen up dahil alam mong ikaw at ikaw lang din ang kausap mo. Kung umabot ka man hanggang dito, salamat. Maaaring nawawala ka o may hinahanap ka rin kagaya ko. Good luck, sana mahanap mo na yung hinahanap mo at kung hindi man maibalik ang nawala, maari ka naman magsimula.

ifsomeonelovesyou

It's been a long time since I last wrote. I'll come back, maybe not today, but I promise to write again; for letters and phrases will always be my passion. 
          
          This might be the last time I'll post msg or update my status. Not because no one's reading, but because some voices doesn't need or even deserve to be heard, maybe mine can change something if I let it, but I won't. Maybe I'm not brave enough. Maybe someday, when I'm ready, when I'm over with my social anxiety and shits, when I'm more than inspired to create, my passion will burn again. It is ironic for me to ask you to wait because from the start of this journey, I entered nothing with me, just my passion and bravery to step up. 
          
          I am not writing this to inform you that I am down and sad because no one's reading my works. No, I am not thirsty for all these attentions. Instead, I wrote this because I want to say something about all my shits; to explain myself even if no one's asking. I don't want you to feel bad for me because my actions are the cause of this loneliness. I am longing for something, i know I should've been writing these shits but here I am, pitying myself for being not enough. I am sorry for my lame creations; I promise to fix it as I came back from this despair and agony I'm feeling.
          
          Writing is easier said than done but how can you create something if you don't start trying. These are the words I said to myself as I start this journey. I wish to have the same eagerness and inspiration to write again, unfortunately, I'm not. That's why I'm taking this break to regain myself, to pick up the pieces. I promise to come back when I'm ready, when my words and phrases can finally touch your hearts.
          
          I'll be back. I promise.

ifsomeonelovesyou

Hi! Kathang Isip: Kabanata VI is up. Medyo sinipag ako kaya nakapagupdate ako ngayon. Madaming typos, kaya ieedit ko sooner or later. Kung may mga gusto kayong sabihin, feel free to leave a comment or msg me, lalo na kung criticism, I need it. Thank you :>>