It's been a long time since I last wrote. I'll come back, maybe not today, but I promise to write again; for letters and phrases will always be my passion.
This might be the last time I'll post msg or update my status. Not because no one's reading, but because some voices doesn't need or even deserve to be heard, maybe mine can change something if I let it, but I won't. Maybe I'm not brave enough. Maybe someday, when I'm ready, when I'm over with my social anxiety and shits, when I'm more than inspired to create, my passion will burn again. It is ironic for me to ask you to wait because from the start of this journey, I entered nothing with me, just my passion and bravery to step up.
I am not writing this to inform you that I am down and sad because no one's reading my works. No, I am not thirsty for all these attentions. Instead, I wrote this because I want to say something about all my shits; to explain myself even if no one's asking. I don't want you to feel bad for me because my actions are the cause of this loneliness. I am longing for something, i know I should've been writing these shits but here I am, pitying myself for being not enough. I am sorry for my lame creations; I promise to fix it as I came back from this despair and agony I'm feeling.
Writing is easier said than done but how can you create something if you don't start trying. These are the words I said to myself as I start this journey. I wish to have the same eagerness and inspiration to write again, unfortunately, I'm not. That's why I'm taking this break to regain myself, to pick up the pieces. I promise to come back when I'm ready, when my words and phrases can finally touch your hearts.
I'll be back. I promise.