you won't see this for a long time, but i miss you so much. it seems sort of pointless to go on kik now that you're not there. not saying i don't like your friends. i mean, ash, nate and ben are good company and they can be quite funny sometimes, but they're not you. i just really miss you, alex. i just want to talk to my puppy. i can't wait till you come back. ash hasn't told me when it's happening yet, but he told me it'll be over before i know it. i sure hope so. i need you really badly. especially these past few days. it feels like i'm doing everything wrong, and losing everyone. i don't want to lose you too. god knows what i'll do if that ever happens. i don't know if you remember still, but i told you that we're in it together. you go, i go. i love you. and i miss you. a lot. come back, please.