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@nichirinbabe damn I'd never have expected this 

@ily-hoe love that song >>>>>

too personal but what are you scared of? don't worry about anything other than the cuddles for now. just get comfortable. he's probably just as scared if not more. I remember my ex's hands literally shaking while he was confessing how he preferred me initiating things like kisses (at the start) because he didn't want to make me uncomfortable. he was adorable yet so hot. still not over him as you can see lol

thank you so much. uni is nice. I like most professors, hate some others. the subjects are terrible. a torture. I haven't made friends yet although I found some queer peers that I'd like to get to know better. Small rant; I'm obviously queer (well, not obviously but for the people of the community it's not hard to recognize it) and there's a person around me right now that finds it cool and an aesthetic which infuriates me. not everyone is nice. quite the opposite actually. it feels like everyone is fake and making real friendships seems impossible but I am just going to keep talking to people until I meet the ones I match personalities with. congrats on the new relationship!! is he cute? he sounds like it. cuddles sound great. take your time and you'll get your first kiss (together) and stuff before you realize it. when you're comfortable you'll want to go for it but yk that already. w my ex boyfriend I remember getting so impatient. it was so funny how eager we both got so quickly lmao. how did you two meet??? 

I agree that it must be a nostalgic thing for sure. I remember the era when Wattpad was the app where very parasocial relationships bloomed. I hate thinking about how normal it all felt. If you didn't live up to the 'social' expectations you were instantly thrown away. I remember the ghosting, the stalking, the constant stress to please everyone, the follower thing. Very fucked up people all around trying to convince everyone that they are normal and everyone else is just not good enough at socializing. It's also true that it's way easier to open up to a stranger through text messages. it's weird though, the anonymity of it all, the real or fake things someone might say that can affect you. I don't know you but I've decided that I like talking to you. Tbh I have a love-hate relationship with this app. I mainly hate how it's not user-friendly. What's up with all those ads? Really annoying. How have you been? I just found out I got accepted. Officially a uni student ! Feels exciting but the dread is also real. Omg it's finally happening but also holy shit it's happening 

@cutae_boi ✧\(>o<)ﾉ✧

@pxycho_bxtch for you