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@nichirinbabe damn I'd never have expected this 

@ily-hoe love that song >>>>>

I agree that it must be a nostalgic thing for sure. I remember the era when Wattpad was the app where very parasocial relationships bloomed. I hate thinking about how normal it all felt. If you didn't live up to the 'social' expectations you were instantly thrown away. I remember the ghosting, the stalking, the constant stress to please everyone, the follower thing. Very fucked up people all around trying to convince everyone that they are normal and everyone else is just not good enough at socializing. It's also true that it's way easier to open up to a stranger through text messages. it's weird though, the anonymity of it all, the real or fake things someone might say that can affect you. I don't know you but I've decided that I like talking to you. Tbh I have a love-hate relationship with this app. I mainly hate how it's not user-friendly. What's up with all those ads? Really annoying. How have you been? I just found out I got accepted. Officially a uni student ! Feels exciting but the dread is also real. Omg it's finally happening but also holy shit it's happening 

it's weird, really, but talking to you here comforts me in a way I can't describe. also, the way you use words reminds me of an old friend which is odd bc ik we've never spoken before. how have you been? I'm currently trying to train my pup to be less messy but he only seems to listen to me and no one else in my family haha. at least ik I'm someone's favorite 

that's a great way to think about life. I like to section my life in small chapters but special events are like side stories for me. Wattpad was my whole teenage era but a couple of people I still talk to on other platforms —and have even exchanged numbers with— are their own side stories. I'm still logged in purely out of embarrassment but also nostalgia in a weird way. I'm forcing myself to read the bts ffs I put in my library 3 years ago then me and my friends laugh about the plots 

@cutae_boi ✧\(>o<)ﾉ✧

@pxycho_bxtch for you