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im glad you consider me your friend :( <3 real men are a bit "submissive". they want to provide / be helpful and you just guide them on how to do it properly by expressing your wants and needs. my best friend for example, always tries to come up with a solution to whatever I complain about. it's cute but sometimes unnecessary. he also loves hugs and to cuddle which is a huge bonus, right???? the only reason he hasn't found a gf yet is bc he looks “scary” tbh? he just looks like a typical heavy metal dude in all black that rides a motorcycle which I find cool af??? I told him about my ex and how I felt guilty about breaking it off and making him cry and my bsf's response was 'dont get fooled by his tears, if he wanted to change his behavior he would take the previous chances you gave him' and I guess my ex did try to gaslight me and all but I made him cry when we broke up and he was blaming himself and I felt bad like fuck-am-I-a-bad-person-type of bad. my CURRENT NEWS tho! exams are fucking terrible. who puts the first exam at fucking 1st of June when classes end at 29th of May???? I am most probably going to fail anatomy and holy shit this few months have been so stressful like I was crying and laughing at the same time breaking down about failing multiple tests in the first three days of the week. can't wait for summer holidays