if you're trying there's a possibility a 'door' or two might open for you. if you're not trying every 'door' stays closed. it needs a lot of courage. no one believes in me other than my friends, some of my teachers and myself ofc. there's not much support but it doesn't matter to me. a step closer to my dream might not be it but it's far better than a job I hate. my parents want me to go into programming which I find boring. Sometimes, you have to sacrifice something to achieve your dreams. To be honest, if I don't pass, I'm going to re-give the same exams next year. I'm worth it. what's a year to my whole life