inaworldof_love
hi y'all
i was going through my Wattpad and so many people that i considered friends are now inactive... I wish I could go back to 4 years ago
everything would've been amazing
inaworldof_love
inaworldof_love
it's been a month
a month since i opened instagram and things changed
a month since my stomach dropped
a month since I've been carrying around my heavy heart
a month since I've realised that everything is temporary
a month since life has lost colour
a month since we lost something so important
a month since wondering what could've been
a month of trying to be okay again
a month full of finding him in small things in life
a month.
but what I have also realised in this month
the value of relationships with the people around you, the importance of not holding grudges and understanding the cruelty of life and death.
at the end of the day, i feel better, i feel good knowing he is watching down on me, on us.
miss you payno <3
28_kisses_to_larry
hey, I read the messages on your board--are you okay? I know Liam's passing has been so terribly hard, it has been for me too. If you need to talk you can reach out to me anytime :)
inaworldof_love
@28_kisses_to_larry hello love... i just took some time off social media for a few weeks after and I'm feeling significantly better thank you for asking... there are things that keep reminding me of him and there are still these reels and memes I keep seeing that set me back but I'm doing very well. we'll all be fine. all the love <3
inaworldof_love
hi y'all
i don't know what to say to make us all feel a bit better
there is nothing to say at this point
it is hurting harder now that the reality of the situation is setting in and now that I see things for what they are
there is this huge knot in my chest that won't go away
I've completely lost my appetite
i barely slept last night
idk what to do to make myself feel better
i tried listening to strip that down but i paused it before his part began
i haven't been able to listen to anything other than louis' music in the past two days because his voice just brings me a weird sense of peace
i would really appreciate it if anyone who feels the same wants to reach out and vent about this
he has not left my mind for a single second and this is haunting me now.
all the love,
h.
inaworldof_love
@louified thank you so much I'm holding up well right now I've come to terms with him i haven't let him go completely yet but it'll happen gradually and I'll be fine thank you for checking in i really appreciate it
louified
@larryisreallarries Hi, i hope you’re feeling a bit better but i know what you’re going through i’m feeling the same way. if you want to talk i’m all ears, im here for you. <333
inaworldof_love
@Harrylikeslouisass idk what I'm supposed to do that will make me feel better... i try to stay away from it but he ends up coming to my mind and it's come to the point where I literally have no tears left to cry and my eyes just sting when I feel like crying but the tears have stopped... it's worse than when the tears were there but not it's just become physically impossible to cry
inaworldof_love
HAPPY LARRYVERSARY TO EVERYONE CELEBRATING
this fandom is the coolest bunch of people that I have come across.
i love every single one of you
all the love in the world and more,
h.
inaworldof_love
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@MyDaddyLouis oh.my.fucking.god. I LOVE YOUR PROFILE PICTURE.
Nailhorandog
You. Are. Such. A. Great. Writer.
Like I kid you not, you are an amazing writer, don't let anything get in your way of becoming awesome!❤️
inaworldof_love
HII GUYS
I'm almost certain that no one will reply because I haven't been here in so long but HOW ARE Y'ALL???
come on update me about your lives and feel free to trauma dump
love,
h
inaworldof_love
@akindof-lashton oooh that's great... summer is starting where I live and it's SO hot like idk how I survive this every year
inaworldof_love
@akindof-lashton @yelstien @conspiracy-ash_ OMG HIII I'm awesome life is so good right now... just exams :( but other than that everything is great
inaworldof_love
HIII GUYSSSS
HAPPY LATE NEW YEAR
OR
LATE HAPPY NEW YEAR
whichever is correct.
can y'all perhaps drop down a few book recommendations (larry or not) my current tbr is:
hunting Adeline
and the entire twisted series
so anything except these will work.
love ya'll BYE
inaworldof_love
haven't been here in sooooo long
ik most people won't reply but how's everyone???
give me life tea go on
inaworldof_love
@larryliveone ohmygodohmygod that sounds so fun damnnn you've got me hooked now you'll have to give me updates whenever there are any
iwrite__forfun
@larryisreallarries I agree, but now there is a mystery man I think is fine but I can’t find out who he is. So I gave his picture to my friend who should be in the FBI
_hynjncutecatts
Hi luv <3 how are you doing?
