Do you ever feel the days your heart just sinks?
For no absolute reason either...
And yet, it’s something so beautiful:
-listen to a sad audio
-listen to a soothing song
-reach a burst of inspiration because you either feel an overwhelming love or an ache that refuses to go away
And it’s all so chilling, but beautiful...
Suddenly, you have something to say to the world because everything that’s ever been said suddenly is missing something, and you could maybe be part not even large, but a smidge of that something.
Yeah, a beautiful, chilling moment that only lasts what feels like a minute, an hour, a night. Then it stops. Maybe you sleep the overwhelming feelings away but maybe we also fear the judgements of others.
Suddenly, your words become another concept or idea pushed to the back of your mind until that same random thought occurs. The fantasy plays in your head, and maybe you could write something great and be loved for it. Or that you could write it for yourself but it’s never complete and your words are never good enough for yourself...
And you quit before you’ve even got halfway; because you started—it just didn’t work.
Anyone else feel that way? Is it just me?
Just me. Well that’s okay.