infires37

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I just need somewhere to vent to so im venting here cause im pretty depressed rn and feeling like shit so yeah. 
          	
          	
          	
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          	Im not anybody's favorite person. I dont fucking matter to anyone. Im not anyones favorite person to talk to. And it feels like shit to think about how unimportant i am to people. If i dont text people i never get talked to by anyone. And that feels like total ass.
          	
          	No one wants me. Im just garbage that no one wants anything to do with. And no one would notice if i just disappeared and no one would care.
          	
          	I wanna close myself off and not show my feelings but at the same time i care too much and it hurts to do that. Because thats what you fucking get in the world when you have a good heart and care too much, nothing, you dont get shit except a heart that hurts.
          	
          	No one really talks to me on a daily basis, the thing is though i want people to want to talk to me cause im me not cause they pity me or feel bad for me i want them to cause they genuinely enjoy my presence and company but im not good enough for that and I never will be.
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	Okay i feel a bit better maybe after typing all that out but not much. Thats how i feel rn and it really sucks. 

oppaspetal

hope ur doing well.
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infires37

this message may be offensive
I just need somewhere to vent to so im venting here cause im pretty depressed rn and feeling like shit so yeah. 
          
          
          
          Warning theres gonna be a lot of swearing
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Im not anybody's favorite person. I dont fucking matter to anyone. Im not anyones favorite person to talk to. And it feels like shit to think about how unimportant i am to people. If i dont text people i never get talked to by anyone. And that feels like total ass.
          
          No one wants me. Im just garbage that no one wants anything to do with. And no one would notice if i just disappeared and no one would care.
          
          I wanna close myself off and not show my feelings but at the same time i care too much and it hurts to do that. Because thats what you fucking get in the world when you have a good heart and care too much, nothing, you dont get shit except a heart that hurts.
          
          No one really talks to me on a daily basis, the thing is though i want people to want to talk to me cause im me not cause they pity me or feel bad for me i want them to cause they genuinely enjoy my presence and company but im not good enough for that and I never will be.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Okay i feel a bit better maybe after typing all that out but not much. Thats how i feel rn and it really sucks. 

oppaspetal

hope ur doing well.
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infires37

Hello everyone!!
          
          I've been really busy with school so far this year junior year is crazy especially during these times. 
          
          I've started watching new animes like Demon Slayer and Haikyuu cause its haikyuu and awesome.
          
          Also
          
          I am announcing that I am absolutely head over heels for a new group
          
          
          They're crazy
          
          
          Dorky and Adorable
          
          
          Very chaotic too
          
          
          
          Can anyone guess???
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Its STRAY KIDS
          
          
          
          
          And my bias is Bang Chan because he is just an uwu and hot asf
          
          
          (They all are if im being honest with myself)
          
          
          Go stream their new song back door please it is so fun and amazing.
          
          
          But if anyone also stans stray kids feel free to dm me to talk about them and follow me.
          
          I might start writing some imagines for them in my free time!
          
          
          
          I also have my temporary driving permit so im driving now which is super crazy!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          But anyway I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy and has people they can chat with so they aren't too lonely.
          
          
          IF ANYONEE needs someone to talk to feel free to message me. I should be checking on here more but you can also reach me on my discord Paigerelly#9244
          On instagram @infires37 snapchat pemthepug37 
          
          Id love to make some new friends and i will gladly be somebodies support and friend through these hard times and more!
          
          
          
          I think thats all I have for now, thank you to everyone who has stuck by me during all this time and supported me I am so thankful for each and every one of you. It means the world to me!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Infires37 out~ 

rebelleons

hellooo wanna b friends :))

infires37

@rebelleons my name is paige wbu
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rebelleons

what’s ur name m’am
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infires37

Yall your girl is finally 16 lets goo!
          
          Thank you to everyone who sent me birthday wishes and love!
          
          
          
          ❤❤❤
          
          
          
          I know im not as active on here as I once was but im also starting to find new interests in my life. Finding new groups I like, working part-time, and starting to drive too now. 
          
          
          If you guys wanna start talking to me more you can add me on discord at Paigerelly#9244
          On instagram: @infires37
          If you guys have blizzard and play overwatch: infires37#1845
          And snapchat: pemthepug37 
          
          
          
          I would love to stay connected with all the amazing people that I have met on this app
          
          
          
          Much love to all of you who have stuck by me through thick and thin!!
          
          ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

taehyunsbear

omg im so late but happy birthday 
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AKAASHlI

ello hope you’re doing well :0

AKAASHlI

I’m doing fine too tho! Thank you<3
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AKAASHlI

@infirea37 ohnoo ): stay safe, iight? Don’t want you getting sick. 
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infires37

@AKAASHlI i hope ur well too :3
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infires37

Alrighty big big update here 
          
          
          
          Im sorry I have been inactive as hell, Life has honestly just been kicking my ass and just ugh.
          
          
          In october I finally got my first job, i make 10 an hour and I work at a damn popeyes lmao.
          
          
          And rn ny life is extremely hectic.
          
          
          I need wisdon tooth surgery, i need all 4 removed but the top ones are too far up to remove and i need them out in two years. Then my bottom ones need to get removed asap or the roots could grow into the nerve in my jaw and i could lose feeling in my tongue, bottom lip, or cheeks. But right now the dentist in my city doesnt do iv sedation (the one that i go to for everything else) and the oral surgeon isnt covered by our insurance in the office he is normally in in another city where they do iv sedation. So if our insurance cant cover him i need to find an oral surgery place have another consult and then get them out. And imbextremely nervous and scared cuz its my first surgery ever.
          
          
          My dad had a colonoscopy in late January and they found a big polyp and had to remove it and are testing it for cancer. So my dad might have colon cancer.
          
          
          And my great uncle just passed away last friday.
          
          
          
          So yea life is not too great for me rn but im trying.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          And go check out the newest part of Random Stuff hope you all enjoy!!

kookies_babie

@infires37 paigey!!! be strong dear... u always have me with u! love u the most girl~
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dimple_daddy

@infires37 im so proud of you for staying strong
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