Kill me now

Gotta smile right

Gotta pretend you're fine right

You're doing a great job 

I'll be okay

I'll be happy soon

I just need to keep acting a little longer

Stop lying to me

I should listen to him

I think I waited too long for help

I think I'm actually going insane

Is this what it feels like to be dying and have nobody care

Now I know what maniacs feel like

Why am I putting this here I don't want to hurt anyone 

Because I need to vent 

Nah

I'm too far away for that

Oh wow

I'm going insane so slowly I can feel it

And it literally hurts

I'm trying to get help but they see how out of this world I am

I'm not even on Earth anymore am I

I just lost a friend 

Yay

I'm losing my sense of self

Yippee 

I'm trapped in a fake world with no way out

Hilarious

I'm failing most of my classes 

Ha ha ha

I'm getting dizzy so fast
Faster than before 

Throw a party for all I care

I'm losing my mind

I can't care about anyone 

I'm just an animal without feelings