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i didn't/am not growing up in a affectionate family, where a parent show me they really care for me, i don't remember my mom and dad hugging me, i don't know how to reply to those comments where people tell me they love me, compliment me, i don't remember a single time my dad complimented me. i don't remember my parents saying they are proud of me(when i did something good)., i remember everytime my dad said "why were you even born?" "you should not have been born", i remember my parents comparing me with other's kid, raising their voice at me and many other things. i am so glad we just live once cause i ain't doing this shit again