Doesn't matter what happens. You are the only one my heart belongs to. Everything I said was true even to this day. I'm used to being hurt but it never hurts any less. I held on and held on to hope just like I was told to do. I listened to you because you were the only one that mattered to me. You were kind when no one else was. You were there when I had no one. I almost died and have been through so much without you but I always loved you just the same. I loved making you smile and loved when you were happy. Seeing you sad, sick, or hurt was unbearable. All it made me want to do was make it go away. I have happier memories of you than my whole family put together. Not one day did it ever get easier being without you. I just want you to know I still love you with all my heart. Even if that means you don't want my love anymore. I always thought you would find someone else. It always hurt to think about. I wanted you to be happy over all. I'm glad you are ok and healthy after everything the world is going through. So many times I wished to hear your voice. So many times I dreamed of you. No one has ever meant more to me than you. Probably no one ever will. Im afraid life will never be as meaningful as those days when we talked every day. Days always feel dark and gloomy since you have been gone. You really did light up my life. I fell so hard for you. I know it is love because why else would it last so long? I still believe you are my soulmate. Maybe you do maybe you don't. I just truely feel like No one else could possibly come close. Be happy and live your life. Even if you feel like that is without me.