you cant have the good things without the bad otherwise you would overlook the things that have all of the beauty. nothing in life is the way it seems and those who fail to recognize it will find that they formed their life into a prison. all people care for is money and power but what does it do if you have all that wealth and fame but you don't have someone to care about? nothing because the thing that we all need is to feel cared for and to have someone there. for the person that I know reads this its difficult tomake things easier but believe it or not just being there makes things simple. I never realized that things can make so much sense but you look at life and its a puzzle. I would never know what I know if music didn't exist but even then I still have hope. the reason I love music is because I listen to the lyrics and if someone looks deep enough they will figure out there is a deeper meaning. love is something that will make hope but it can also destroy a person until there is nothing left. that's where knowing that person comes in. when I first met him he was struggling but I never thought he wasn't worth my time. after helping him through some stuff I figured out that him letting me in led me to share some of his pain and I fell in love with everything about him. his pain had let me know that he was something greater than what most are. he knew his fair share of events in life and as I have not had as much I feel like I have lived a lifetime. I feel peoples pain and I may not even know them just looking at them does it or I share their happiness. though in all I have seen I have never seen someone who has been let down so much but still find room to love. he is amazing and he has something most don't. I love him with all my heart. shinedown-what a shame