I genuinely love seeing others happy and knowing I can contribute. People are precious, and I genuinely do care. Just maybe not in the way you want. The thing is, I’m not fully here. I’m not capable. I’m not interested in opening all of the pieces of my heart and letting someone be the missing ones, because I just don’t know how. Maybe I am just someone who can appreciate love but doesn’t need to be in it. I’ve done that before. I loved so hard that I felt I needed it. I’ve been through the whole thing. The bad parts. The good ones. I’ve picked my self back up and made something. This is years of progress held together with bandaids and courage. And maybe I’m okay with that. Maybe I’m just not ready for that again. Trust me. Love looks amazing. I think I would like to be in it again, but not today.