That time when you're just too jealous of them except you had no choice but to accept.
When you see them look so good together with the lighting so perfect with their blinding smiles, all you can do is agree despite being torn inside.
They looked so in love it stings like salt rubbed in wounds.
It hurts to know that "them" looks so much better than "us".
It didn't matter though, because apparently you can't cry because your eyes are too dry from crying too much. It didn't matter because you can't claim him since apparently he's not yours so no.
It didn't matter because apparently he's a character and you're a fool enough of a reader to fall in love.
And so there you are jealous over that girl who got his eyes while you watch from the outside world.
He would always be there to save her while you're waiting from outside of the pages or the screen knowing that he won't come.
It hurts to fall in love while you watch him falling for another.
And it hurts to fall inlove knowing that you can't fight for him since he's not real.
~ by your author :)
