itstayarose

You ever get tired? Not the kind sleep fixes but the kind that settles in your bones. That’s where I am now. Just… tired. Tired of talking, like every word weighs too much. Tired of faking a smile, like my face forgot what real feels like. Tired of believing
          	it’s going to get better. Just tired. The kind of tired where no tears fall not because it doesn’t hurt, but because it’s gone quiet. The kind of tired where my mind doesn’t process anything, like thoughts drift in… and disappear before they land. I’m tired so tired that sleep feels like a reward, like the only place I don’t have to exist. I’m just tired, staring up at the sky, asking questions that never answer back
          	Why me? Just tired. Not even depression anymore because at least that feels like something. This… this is numbness. And I’m still here
          	just tired.
          	-Taya

DJ1806

@itstayarose Oh babe, my heart breaks reading this and I am so, so sorry you are carrying all of this heavy weight right now. You don't have to fake a smile with me, and you don't have to carry it all alone. Please hold on – I know how exhausted you are, but your presence matters so much. You are so strong for holding on, but it's okay to break down, too. Take it one breath at a time. If you want to vent, cry, or just talk about completely random things to distract your mind, I'm right here. Please stay safe, I'm sending you the biggest hug across the miles. 
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InkOfEpiphany

@itstayarose taya, i don’t think so i have the right words for this, but i really hope you know you don’t have to make yourself sound okay for anyone!! you can just be tired! you can be quiet! you can literally exist without explaining yourself! and idk, maybe that’s all i wanna say rn... you’re still here. please don’t underestimate what that means!!! Take care babe!!
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itstayarose

You ever get tired? Not the kind sleep fixes but the kind that settles in your bones. That’s where I am now. Just… tired. Tired of talking, like every word weighs too much. Tired of faking a smile, like my face forgot what real feels like. Tired of believing
          it’s going to get better. Just tired. The kind of tired where no tears fall not because it doesn’t hurt, but because it’s gone quiet. The kind of tired where my mind doesn’t process anything, like thoughts drift in… and disappear before they land. I’m tired so tired that sleep feels like a reward, like the only place I don’t have to exist. I’m just tired, staring up at the sky, asking questions that never answer back
          Why me? Just tired. Not even depression anymore because at least that feels like something. This… this is numbness. And I’m still here
          just tired.
          -Taya

DJ1806

@itstayarose Oh babe, my heart breaks reading this and I am so, so sorry you are carrying all of this heavy weight right now. You don't have to fake a smile with me, and you don't have to carry it all alone. Please hold on – I know how exhausted you are, but your presence matters so much. You are so strong for holding on, but it's okay to break down, too. Take it one breath at a time. If you want to vent, cry, or just talk about completely random things to distract your mind, I'm right here. Please stay safe, I'm sending you the biggest hug across the miles. 
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InkOfEpiphany

@itstayarose taya, i don’t think so i have the right words for this, but i really hope you know you don’t have to make yourself sound okay for anyone!! you can just be tired! you can be quiet! you can literally exist without explaining yourself! and idk, maybe that’s all i wanna say rn... you’re still here. please don’t underestimate what that means!!! Take care babe!!
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DJ1806

Baby, where are you? I haven't seen you lately ❤️

DJ1806

Oh honey, I'm so, so sorry for your loss. Please take all the time you need for yourself and your family. Sending you the biggest hug ❤️
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itstayarose

@DJ1806 heyy!! i’m okay i’m just taking a break from everything. my grandfather just recently passed away. so i just have a lot weighing on my mind lately. 
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itstayarose

I think most of yall don't know the difference between Hate and Criticism! So lesson time.... Criticism wants you to grow and do better; hate wants you to feel bad or quit. Criticism targets a specific action, idea, or product; hate attacks a person's character, appearance, or worth. Criticism is analytical, calm, or respectful; hate is mocking, angry, disrespectful, or sarcastic. Criticism provides reasons, facts, or guidance; hate relies on insults, exaggeration, or personal bias. So you can't say i'm stating my opinion because you start off by saying i'm talking about the idea, actions and wanting authors to do better but then add the you want them to feel bad, your attacking their character and insulting people. that's you trying to disguise your hate comment as criticism! see the difference between them! you can easily state your opinion of not liking something but when you're attacking other people for liking something you don't like that's hate! so l just think until everybody learns the difference then don't nobody need to comment on anything that they trying to deem as criticism when is underlying hate!
          PS: if you don't like Aster books or the way she writes her characters. then you can kindly go read another book that satisfies your "morals", "needs" and "wants". you read dark Romance books but get mad when the books start dark romancing! i'm confused. @shutupmalfoy you're an amazing writer. Don't let these
          _(cause i have nothing nice to say) who have underline hate but
          want to disguise them as criticism take you off your pedestal. 
          

itstayarose

also my page keeps getting reported so clearly when you have a respectful conversation with people they would rather for you to disrespect them to keep the argument going, but simply I will never do that! so I said my piece that said that’s all. and again when you’re coming at Aster, I will always let it be a one on one conversation but once you start disrespecting her, it’s no longer a one-on-one conversation when there’s more than one person coming at her it’s no longer just aster by herself…. 
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itstayarose

not them reporting my page 

itstayarose

@ivkookie0 they are maybe i should be there inspiration to what a bad bich is ‍
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itstayarose

@shutupmalfoy7 they are making fake pages to stalk
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itstayarose

@InkOfEpiphany exactly so I’ll refrain from speaking!! i found it funny how i said i was going to post everything now im being reported 
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itstayarose

i think wattpad is acting up for everyone 

InkOfEpiphany

@ivkookie0 don't use Wattpad!! Cancel this app!! It's annoying my MARIA!!! 
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euphoric_fairy

My messages are getting removed here, maybe because they are too long. Let's talk on Instagram. I cannot tolerate this anymore, that you too are misunderstanding me like this. The author is already hurt because of me.

itstayarose

my @itstayarose and i’ll send you the screenshots of what you said 
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em_fairy

Thanks for following me❤️❤️

itstayarose

@euphoric_fairy i’m not misunderstanding. I saw everything with my own eyes. but you can dm me my name is the same on all platforms 
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euphoric_fairy

@itstayarose My messages are getting removed here, maybe because they are too long. Let's talk on Instagram. I cannot bear this anymore, that you too are misunderstanding me like this. The author is already hurt because of me.
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em_fairy

@itstayarose ok hope for the best but 'im not good at making sentences properly (grammatically mistake) 
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