Im rly sorry for not posting for a long while and i dont think ill come back to writing on wattpad for a while <33 ill still be here to read and boost your stories (dont worry )
While ive been gone i started to try to figure myself out. It was tough and im still not sure, but i think im into girls. Theres this girl from my dance class (ill call her H) and she’s really cute and sweet. She treats me like i matter and shes a really good friend of mine now~! (Ps: i think she’s straight )
So, i told my sister about this after hesitating for a while bcuz she keeps on making homophobic jokes. It was on 9-1-26. My sister said shes an ally and shell always support me, no matter what and i was really relieved that she said that. I also told her i like H and she said she wont tell anyone. (W sister…)
But nowadays she keeps on using it against me in arguments and keeps on threatening to tell H (or everyone in my class and dance group too) that i like her. But im really confused bcuz she said H was a good match for me and a nice person and she would never judge me for who i like. Last night she even started insulting H to me just to piss me off.
Speaking of pissing me off, my classmates and teacher piss me off SO MUCH. Istg it makes me genuinely wanna kms. They keep saying mean things about eachother, making homophobic comments, racist comments, and (the boys) saying theyre in the epstein files. And my teacher, ms m, keeps yelling at ME, just because i sit between two boys who are always talking and being rude. LIKE…?! And im just sitting there, minding my own business, and somehow, i ALWAYS become the punchline of every joke…
Anywayssss that was my rant and again, im really sorry but i dont think ill come back to writing for a while. Love you guyss <33
