Gab_ae
Wow looking back with these messages on my past board, it's just her huh? can't help but smile..
iz_just_gab
Gab_ae
I think.. i got the closure but not how I want it to end with... well tbh Idek know what to expect or how I want it to end.. but it is what it is, the past. (i don't even remember when did the talk happened, 2023 or 2024?)
Gab_ae
Welp we broke up
Gab_ae
I just wish I have a proper closure that will be much of help. We can talk and say our goodbyes properly. Maybe that will help me let go of.. things.
Gab_ae
I mean I'm not really, or I think I'm not? in too deep to be super attached to her? Sure I sometimes feel bothered when I see some of her updates/post but it might be just my uh? well ig it's my Issues? Abandonment? attachment issues? Dang it..
iz_just_gab
Idk? i hate this..
iz_just_gab
Ffs you guys should've been perfect together.
iz_just_gab
pota paano kapag ending nito:
she fell first but I fell harder
iz_just_gab
My anxiety is starting to kick in
iz_just_gab
Pause please
iz_just_gab
Ion know why I'm here crying over little stupid things
iz_just_gab
Minsan i want to commit in a serious relationship nah pero at the same time I'm questioning if i can really handle it? I don't think I'm emotionally stable pa ihh I don't want to hurt them pero sometimes I wish i can just lean a bit on someone like where i can feel safe kahit momentarily lng
iz_just_gab
aaaaaaaaaaa