suh 🩹

i feel like i’m in middle school again, reading fanfics / webtoons on the bus listening to trite sivan 

piss

i deleted all of my stories, i’m embarrassed 

People who read smut on WATTPAD, are weird asf 

5:01

Piss 

I guess till this day I’m still sorta scared scared? Nvm but I still feel some sort of way, a bad way, from the time that I got outted by my best friend, and it was a pace where I wasn’t even present and in front of all of my Friends and I knew she would do something like that cause I felt, so all day o tried to text her but yet she still did. And the next day this girl came up to me and sled me such uncomfortable question that just ugh, make me really sad, and I remember having a panic attack and being so so scared but I couldn’t talk to it to anyone cause I wasn’t out to my family or other friends so I was just scared and alone and I didn’t want to shit talk but it was really scary for me cause I didn’t know a lot of things and ugh. Maybe that’s why I’m very insecure about my sexuality til this day,,,

Yesterday was a wow day 

Hi

I’ll work hard tomorrow, hopefully I wake up early though