im sixteen years old and in the past few year/months i have changed alot .. i usual notice when a big change is going to happen and i try not to let it affect me ... ive looked back to my life and if i could i would change a few things but then again is it really worth it ? i mean with out those moments i wouldnt of have found the people that make me smile now . i usual always feel like a loner  like most teens i feel unaccepted by the world  i feel like im not skinny enough . im not the prettiest and im always usual the one that  never talks . im scared of meeting new people  im scared of getting to attached n then getting hurt .... i dont take many risk none at all actually but im waiting on that special person to come along and  make my fears go away ...