janvierbeau

We will wait patiently for you ♥️ 

So glad that you are doing well. Please take care and know we will wait very patiently for your next story. Do not feel you have to rush, just knowing that you  are okay is enough. 

Aww some of you are rereading my stoies?? The guilt just punched me in the face but in a very loving way  Thank you for being so loyal to my chaotic little stories.
          
          I promise I didn’t abandon the account on purpose—life hit me with a tragic trilogy these past few months and I’ve basically been drowning in sorrow like a Victorian protagonist staring dramatically out a window. It’s been… a lot. But I’m finally recovering, slowly stitching myself back together (with emotional duct tape) and getting ready to dive back into my half-written chaos.
          
          Thank you so much for sticking around even though I’ve been a ghost for months. Your support seriously means everything. Updates will rise again—like a phoenix, but probably more like a pigeon who just remembered it can fly. ️✨

Hello author, I really enjoy your series "Tangled with You: Chaotic Friends vs University Alphas." I would like to ask for your permission to translate it into Vietnamese. I hope you can kindly grant me permission.

Where are u author I hope ur fine pls update ur situation to us I'm not asking about book I'm asking about u.

Hi, just a short note to say that I  hope you are doing okay.  Life sometimes throws things at us and it gets hard  to breathe.  Just remember to step back a bit and just feel, it's not always easy but I  believe in you.  Just a short note from your number one fan and know I am thinking about you and hope you are living each day the way you want and remember to smile:)

Hlo author. I hope you are fine , but author plz update with new and beautiful book plz 

I know you're resting, but I suddenly felt like telling you an idea I got in my mind and wanted you to consider it, like idk if you have seen this BL PItbabe series, I just wanted to pick up the concept of Racers and Mechanics. Like I want to see 2 doctors along with Tiger and 2 little ones as racers, and 2 doctors and 3 little ones as mechanics. Do let me know what you think about this...

Hey everyone!
          Sorry for the long delay—I know it’s been a while. I am still in my hometown, and to be honest, it was one of the saddest reasons to go back. I was supposed to visit this coming December to reconnect with my family... but life had other plans. 
          Grief is never easy, and it still feels surreal. But I’m holding on, healing slowly, and I wanted to thank everyone who’s been patient with me. I just spoke to my best friend (who lowkey monitors my Wattpad like a manager), and she told me some of you have been asking for story updates. I’ll be back home by next week, and hopefully, I can get back into writing soon. Thank you, truly. 
          Now... for some chaos to lighten the mood. 
          So while I was home, I got to hang out with my army of nieces and nephews (age range: 12–19). And although I’m not that old—excuse me, 29 is young, vibrant, fresh (insert dramatic hair flip)—being around them made me feel like a dinosaur trying to understand Gen Z language.
          After dinner one night, I walked in on 12 to 15 of them gathered in the living room. Some were on their phones playing games, some watching K-dramas, and then I spotted two of my most dangerous troublemakers—my 12-year-old nephew (who firmly insists he’s a niece) and my equally chaotic niece—watching something on the couch, giggling like little devils.
          Curious (and naïve), I peeked and was like, “Oh? Watching BL too?”
          Then I froze.
          They were TWELVE. YEARS. OLD.
          TWELVE!!! 
          And there I was, a whole 29-year-old human, who only started diving into the BL world at 28, feeling like I missed the youth enrollment deadline to the BL Addict panic club.
          So I asked them what they were watching. They beamed with pride and showed me: My Sweetheart Jom. I blinked slowly. Then the others swarmed in and started asking, “Tita, have you watched BL? What have you seen?”
          Trying to keep up with their energy, I proudly said, “FOUREVER YOU!”
          They gasped. They cheered. They approved. 
          
          - there's a continuation

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          And then came the BL recommendation ambush:
          “Watch My Stubborn! KinnPorsche! Pit Babe! TopForm! Why R U! TharnType!”
          
          At first, I was touched. Bonding moment! Shared interests! But then my brain screamed:
          WAIT—AREN’T THOSE MOSTLY RATED 18+?!
          The horror. The internal panic. The attempt to stay calm while mentally filing a complaint to whoever invented curiosity.
          Meanwhile, my older nieces just giggled at my suffering.
          I told them I try to keep my Wattpad stories PG-ish, so my Vancouver nieces could read it. Then one of them—the one talking to her cousin while casually doxxing me—found my account.
          She looked me dead in the eye and said:
          “Tita, you’re so Maria Clara.”
          For those unfamiliar—Maria Clara is the OG Filipina character known for being sweet, shy, proper, modest, and basically allergic to scandal. In short:
          The total opposite of a BL main character.
          I rolled my eyes.
          She added, “So conservative!”
          I nearly cried.
          So I tried to explain:
          “I just don’t want to contribute to the already growing problem of teenage pregnancy, early relationships, and online content overload. Everything’s already out there—maybe I can write something softer, something that still matters.”
          Their response?
          “Ahh kaya ka single, Tita. 29 na, wala pa rin.” ( "Ahh that’s why you’re single, Auntie. You’re already 29 and still don’t have anyone.")
          ...
          OUCH.
          My poor heart.
          I came here to grieve and maybe vibe—not get emotionally assassinated by 12-year-olds.
          
          But hey, at least I got good BL recs and enough emotional damage to write five more stories. 
          So yeah, that's that... I guess I'll see you soon.. lemme just rest for a bit and try to heal my annoyed, hurt poor heart