jasp:]

Okay, so for old followers who have seen my old works (that I deleted bc I wasn't really in the fandoms anymore), you guys know I made a passerine adaption basically. So, since I'm bored af and don't know how to focus on one thing at a time, I'm seriously considering rewriting it. The plot was really bad and it felt way too plagarized, which is why I deleted it in the first place, but I have new ideas and different plotlines thought out. It will be changed from a reader insert to an OC insert bc I don't have time to conform to ppl's preferences.
          
          Also new chap of Aftermath coming shortly! (maybe.)
          
          -J

QUICK ANNOUNCEMENT BEFORE BED:
          
          You guys can call me J as a nickname for now. That's the main nickname I will be using, with the others being jasp or jas (jap doesn't really fit me anymore but you can call me that still), and the very few who still call me writer.
          
          This is a win-win situation. If you need dire help, all you need is to type a "j" and then your message and i can help you faster since im reading less, very quickly.
          
          Have a good day/noon/night to all you biggest birds out there. See ya next time.
          
          -J

(SPOILERS FOR NEW PARROT VIDEO! I suggest watching the video before reading this post:]) A.K.A, MORE STORY TIME! (I was bored, this might be in Aftermath, who knows.)
          
          |J = jasp|
          
          "Theo."
          
          The blonde man looked up, his light yellow eyes fixating on the girl in front of him.
          
          "Yeah, J?" Theobald responded, forcing a smile as he reached over to ruffle her long, white hair that cascaded into perfect curls.
          
          "Theo. Theo, stop," she demanded. "Who's Billy?"
          
          Theo froze, his eyes widening into something violent and ugly. jasp, reaching towards her wardrobe, picked up a picture frame and showing it to him. "You're not supposed to- J, how in the world did you find this..."
          
          "I got a message from someone with the username of ShoeBilly_. I thought you'd know who-"
          
          "Shut up."
          
          "Theo, does this have to do with when Parrot was framed for those 43 deaths?"
          
          The silence seemed to stretch for hours. If only she knew what relationship they'd had before.
          

Hi! :]

STORY TIME!! (basically spoilers for my new story)
          
          "Egg, what's shit mean?"
          
          "...You don't wanna know."
          
          
          //
          
          
          "Mane, this is jasp."
          
          "I'm aware. You're always complaining about a kid following you everywhere."
          
          "Mane, can you train me?"
          
          "...No."
          
          
          //
          
          
          "Where'd you even find this kid, bro?"
          
          "She just kind of appeared one day."
          
          "...Bruh."
          
          
          //
          
          "... It's been a long time, Mane."

pov: when your braces hurt so bad it feels like your mouth declared war on itself and you can't even play your instrument

status update: im getting braces today..
          bru you gotta be shitting me
          wdym ima have em for the next 2 yrs??

status update: i told my parents about what i tried to do and they were so kind about it! rn ima go take my emotions out on murdering evil minions in my game! ill tty in the morning!

pov: crying because your brother was an asshole fifteen minutes ago when you were js trying to lighten the atmosphere and everyone is js telling you it's not a big deal

Been a bit since I posted, eh? Well, if you scroll a bit on past posts, you'll see basically a suicide note from me! Yeah. So. About that. I did genuinely strangle myself for like 5 min 3 days ago, but then my friends decided to save my life and convince me not to. So they've basically been checking on me every day now which is really sweet of them.
          
          So, about the future:
          
          I don't know if I'm going to get so much worse that even my friends can't convince me my life is meaningful. Maybe but not at the moment.
          
          It might take me a few more days of just recovering from what happened before I can work on any new chapters.
          
          I might make a fic where Mane (my goat) has a mentorly friendship with jasp, already a chap with our tuff lion on my ao3 story "lodbals" (live or die, but at least survive) bc this guy lowk needs more screentime. However, that isn't confirmed.
          
          
          
          If I DO end up writing in the next few days or so, the chapters will have WAY longer breaks in between them since my mental health is getting real shitty and finals are gonna come up in like 2 months... which hopefully i can opt out of bc finals are fucking annoying.
          
          To the people who have supported me thus far, thank you so much. I wouldn't be here right now if you hadn't helped me. Supling, thank you for bringing your friends to give me platonic love! Smokey, thanks for always being there when I needed it and I'm so glad to be here right now, calling you my best friend. To my friends who treat me like a little sister, thank you for convincing me that maybe life isn't just some stupid inconvenience.
          
          I'm going to try and get help really soon. I swear. And genuinely, this is me being fr and not making a stupid joke, if I die, it's prolly gonna be an accident.
          
          Smokey, I swear on my life that it's gonna take more than a user on our old communications app calling me a slur to end me now that I know I have people who care about me so, SO much.
          
          Have a good rest of your day/night people!
          
          -jasp