GUYS PLOT TWIST IM NOT ACUALLY DEAD!!! even tho I haven't been on in like 3 months....more like I haven't written in 6 months. Ok im actually going to try and update im not sure I guess im just kinda growing out of it. I have a new fan account and its for a totally different thing but I love it so much. I write so much better and ideas come so naturally now that im older. I now have a book coming out soon on that account and it deals with so much more serious things and its a book to make you cry. I didn't write this for nothing I just wanted to fill you in,. Even tho im much older now then what I love Jemma will never fade.