its difficult to see someone go away, it can be for a long time or not forever. sometimes i wish that people can disappear so i wont have to deal with them. i thought but then again i can conquer anything and everything around me. for me i need to decided whether its time or isnt it to do the right thing. should i tell or not. reasons to why im always lonley and never appearing reasons to why i get frustrated with the littlest thing such as a pen dropping or a penny falling from the sky. i dont know but thats how i am but how are you?. will you tell me in my face to be vage and then go around my back and be different towards other people, nope sorry that doesnt work with me..........