suya aya

ejat hanan dah apdett ! 

sebenarnya menulis chapter berapa banyak yang kita nak tu senang je, yang susah tu nak kena double check satu-satu tu ha  t___t paling malas nak double check sebabtu selalu tangguh tangguh last last sendiri lupa

yeay done shopping raya ! korang colour apa tahun ni :9 

it feels personal so I deleted it. TOLONG BUAT TAK NAMPAK KEPADA SESIAPA YANG DAH BACA

so i write to make myself happy again sebab i know i am the happiest when i write. i love writing. i love expressing my love through words. maybe things turned out to be hard sometimes but i wish my love for writing never fade away.

suya, sorryy tapi saya baca awak punya luahan perasaan dan ya allah, nak nangis TT taktahula sebab tengah pasang lagu sedih ke apa tapi sungguh, saya nak nangis HAHAHAHAHHAHA suya, apa pun jadi, saya harap semuanya akan baik baik sahaja nanti. mungkin akan ambil masa yang cukuppp lama tapi semoga Allah permudahkan semua urusan awak. saya pun tak boleh nak kata apa sangatt tapi ya allah, suya, semoga kamu terus kuat yaaa

sometimes kan nak crashout pun kena pilih good words and suddenly my mind went blank and my heart start to hurt every time I recall anything from the tragedy. so instead of crashing out, i cried… 

um so if u all wondering, i use this accout before to crash out je T—T then i start to publish story, tiber ramai pulak followers, jadi segan nak crash out balik > ~< 
          

trivia hari ni;
          
          i feel safe here. walaupun saya ada main account, tapi saya feel a lot like ‘me’ here. no one to judge, no one expecting anything. dekat sini, saya tak rasa terbeban dengan jumlah readers, jumlah votes, expectation followers. saya tahu pembaca layak pilih apa yang dorang nak baca, but i also have rights to decide what i want to write. here, i feel more like myself, and i love being delamae :9 

ejat hanan dah apdett !