I've had my ups and downs. I've had "Real Friends" who were there to stay but left. I've had my struggles with eating disorders (anorexia&bulimia) self-harm, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, 13 suicide attempts and depression. I'm tired of not being good enough. Bands saved me.Whenever you're trying to be everyone else's anchor but no one else there to your anchor. I like storms they remind me but even the sky screams sometimes. The past is a ghost the future is a dream all we have is now unknown I can't set my hopes up tonight because every hello and with a goodbye. Smile don't let them know how sad you are. The most beautiful eyes are the ones that have struggled through all of the tears. Don't say you're sorry because I'm not even breaking your not even worth the time it's taking.