Land Of Freaks

hiee, readers ♡
          help me grow by reading my fanfiction 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/366413278?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=limjuyeon

Hello Alpacas,
          
          I have uploaded The Memory Series!! I have worked so hard on them. From hand drawing the covers and banners to making sure everything is as perfect as it can be. I really had fun with this series that I started with the first book Memory Lane Letters back in 2021. I thought it would be the first and last but it ended up being a 4 book series with actual characters. 
          
          If I decide to get it published I will have to change the names due to it being a TXT fanfic right now but I am so happy to be getting them out there in general fo everyone to read. I know the YeonjunxSoobin will bring up some controversy but it will not stay YeonjunxSoobin if published so chill change the names if you must as you read.
          
          I am working on an 8 book series now with SKZ and Hyungwon's boyfriend series of one-shots will be coming to an end in the next couple of weeks. I will try to continue my weekly one-shot posts but I got a new job and have to tie up loose ends at my old job before starting my new one.
          
          I hope everyone is good! Please eat food, drink water, and sleep. If you need to cry, cry, and if you need to scream, scream just pick yourself back up dust it off and put your crown back on. Remember it’s okay not to be okay and it’s okay to say no when you can not physically, Mentally, or emotionally handle it. 
          
          I love you all tons!! You are all super important to me and I’m glad you all are alive. 
          
          Much love,
          Cee

Hello Alpacas, 
          
          Today, I am taking down Memory Lane Letters for editing and uploading the whole Memory Series. It will be a re-release but with all four books. I will re-upload it with new covers and everything. I plan to have everything up and published by November 20th. 
          
          This may change as I am working full-time and in school full-time. Thank you for your support and patience. 
          
          In the meantime, I try to post 3 one-shots every week. Please keep a lookout for those. 
          
          I hope everyone is good! Please eat food, drink water, and sleep. If you need to cry, cry, and if you need to scream, scream just pick yourself back up dust it off and put your crown back on. Remember it’s okay not to be okay and it’s okay to say no when you can not physically, Mentally, or emotionally handle it. 
          
          I love you all tons!! You are all super important to me and I’m glad you all are alive. 
          
          Much love,
          Cee

Hello Alpacas,
          
          It’s been a HOT min! I continue to post as frequently as I can but I haven’t updated everyone in a while. My aunt had an aneurysm that caused her to have a stroke about a month and a half ago. She had been stable and is thankfully alive. My mom goes down to see her every weekend at the facility she is at. I am taking 5 college classes, working full time, rebranding my small Etsy business, helping my best friend run her business, and teaching tax school. I go to see Seventeen in 3 weeks and I am not ready lol.
          
          Hyungwon’s boyfriend series of oneshots is close to coming to an end. I’ve been procrastinating because I don’t want it to end but I have so many other books that need to be posted and written. Like maybe Yunho boyfriend series of oneshots or S.Coups boyfriend series of oneshots? Who’s knows the possibilities are endless! 
          
          I hope everyone is good! Please eat food, drink water, and sleep. If you need to cry, cry and if you need to scream, scream just pick yourself back up dust it off and put your crown back on. Remember it’s okay not to be okay and it’s okay to say no when you can not physically, Mentally, or emotionally handle it. 
          
          I love you all tons!! You are all super important to me and I’m glad you all are alive. 
          
          Much love,
          Cee
          

Hey Alpaca babes!! 
          
          I marked all of TXT oneshot books and Heeseung Oneshot book complete but I will continue to update them when ideas come to my head. I was getting messages from the app that I had a lot of incomplete stories and even though I still update those books every once in a while I’m a bit slower with those now. So I just marked them complete to appease the app but do not worry I will continue to add to them. 
          
          I am seeing Ateez in 6 days and I am extra nervous. I’m trying to get everything done while taking care of my mom that had surgery a week almost 2 weeks ago. But I am working on some more oneshots and books I had ideas for. Like full book. The memory series. Is one im still working on. I’m writing Kai’s book and editing Yeonjun and Soobins story a bit more. Also started A stray kids book that’s will be a series as well. I will keep everyone updated! 
          
          Please eat food, drink water, and sleep. If you need to cry, cry and if you need to scream, scream just pick yourself back up dust it off and put your crown back on. Remember it’s okay not to be okay and it’s okay to say no when you can not physically, Mentally, or emotionally handle it. 
          
          I love you all tons!! You are all super important to me and I’m glad you all are alive. 
          
          Much love,
          Cee

Hello My lovely and Amazing Alpacas, 
          
          I have started reposting SKZ Oneshots! I am extra nervous but hopefully everything will be okay. I also started Posting Enhypen 02's line. Please be patient with me on that one. Its a work in progress. 
          
          I have been adding visuals to all of the books and I have been changing the covers as well. I hope you enjoy the freshness that it seems to be having to the page. 
          
          I came on here to actually say that I have made the decision to retire 3 books. 
          - BTS Princess was the first book I ever posted on wattpad and shows my growth but its time for it to come down. I will forever be grateful to that book as it was the push I needed to be where I am today!
          - In love with the Nanny. I really like this book but its definitely one of omy more basic books and because I do not write BTS Fanfics its the odd one out so it will sadly be retired as well. 
          - 90's Romcom. I had a big vision for this book and actually tanked it with the vision lol. Hopefully someday I can bring it back bigger and better but as of right now its not my best work and will also be retired. 
          
          I hope everyone is doing well! Please eat food, drink water, and sleep. If you need to cry, cry and if you need to scream, scream just pick yourself back up dust it off and put your crown back on. Remeber its okay not to be okay and its okay to say no when you can not physically, mentally, or emotionally handle it. 
          
          I love you all tons!! You are all super important to me and I'm glad you all are alive. 
          
          Much love, 
          Cee

Also,
          
          I finally have SKZ all up I’m just editing a few things and then I’ll start posting again. I also have Enhypen 02’s line up and I’m waiting a little bit more to post that one just to get a few more Sunghoon posts written before posting. 
          
          - Cee

Hello Alpacas,
          
          I think everyone is picking up quickly on one of the things I put on the ‘before reading’ portion of all my books. Which is part of number 1:
          
          (I am just using the names with my ideas and you as the reader paint the picture in your head.)
          
          The last few Heeseung posts have not started as Heeseung which makes me think I should explain my writing process a little bit. When I start writing I put whatever name first comes to my mind. Half way through or during the editing process if I don’t think it fits that name I change it. I don’t really imagine a specific person while writing just specific characteristic. Some of the idols I write about on here have those characteristics that fit them into those spots. So a lot of the times the name I have started out with gets changed. I am a human so I do miss one or two a few times and end up posting the mistake. I used to be really hard on myself when that happened but now I just laugh about and fix it. I’m not a professional and this is my hobby that I enjoy doing in my free time so I shouldn’t take it too seriously and I shouldn’t beat myself up about my mistakes. Life is too short and this is all for fun. 
          
          I’m not going to lie I really missed this lol. But life gets in the way sometimes and you just have to slow down and put things on the back burner for a little bit. Sadly my wattpad was that this year. I hope everyone is still here and still healthy though. I’ll try to be more active since I have a bit more time on my hands now. 
          
          Please remember to eat food, drink water, and sleep. If you need to cry, cry and if you need to scream, scream just pick yourself back up dust it off and put your crown back on. Remember it’s okay not to be okay and it’s okay to say no when you can not physically, Mentally, or emotionally handle it. 
          
          I love you all tons!! You are all super important to me and I’m glad you all are alive. 
          
          Much love,
          Cee

Hello Alpacas,
          
          I am so sorry I have been MIA. I was very discouraged and disappointed when SKZ Oneshot got taken down and then a few days later Jay and Jake Oneshots got taken down as well. I was able to save Jay and Jake before it was taken down but I have been working hard to recover SKZ and just finished doing that yesterday. I lost a lot but still have the majority with is good. 
          
          I want to catch you all up a bit. I went to South Korea for 3 weeks with my friends. It was so fun and gave me inspiration for writing. So hopefully I can start posting regularly again. I was really torn down by the two books that were deleted that I couldn’t bring myself to write for a really long time. 
          
          I went to TXT’s last US tour date and it was an amazing concert I miss them! I also got Ateez tickets and I’m hoping to get NCT Dream tickets. What I really need is for Seventeen to finally announce US tour like we’ve been waiting for an entire year already. ANYWAYS!!! 
          
          If you follow my Insta you have already seen that I have started posting Mark (NCT) ff and Sunghoon ff. Hopefully I can get those up so everyone can read them soon. I want to try reuploading SKZ and Jay and Jake just adding Sunghoon to it. 
          
          I am so sorry I have been away for a long time and I have missed you all sooooooooo much. Hopefully I can start posting more regularly again! 
          
          Remember Please eat food, drink water, and sleep. If you need to cry, cry and if you need to scream, scream just pick yourself back up dust it off and put your crown back on. Remember it’s okay not to be okay and it’s okay to say no when you can not physically, Mentally, or emotionally handle it. 
          
          I love you all tons!! You are all super important to me and I’m glad you all are alive. 
          
          Much love,
          Cee

Hello Alpacas,
          
          Another oneshot book was taken down. This time it was a very fluffy innocent book. It was the Jay and Jake oneshots. I feel like someone is targeting me and I need it to stop please. I don’t know you and I don’t know why you are doing this. I have worked extra hard on everything I have written. This is my therapy and I provide comfort and therapy to others through my writing. It’s an escape from the hard reality some of us go through. So please stop reporting my books. I don’t know who you are and if you have a problem with it please message me directly instead of ruining it for EVERYONE involved. I hope all my alpacas are healthy and going strong. I love every single one of you and I hope this person stops. I feel like there is a wolf in disguise trying to take out the pack and I don’t stand for that. Please drink water, eat food, cry if you need too but pick yourself back up and put the crown back on your head. It’s okay not to be okay and it’s okay to say no or take a few minutes to yourself so you can breathe and collect yourself.  I’ll hopefully be back soon but this is causing me such pain and distress I and scared to post so I don’t rock the boat anymore. Hopefully we can see each other again soon. 
          
          I love you all sooooooo much and I’m sooooo happy you are all here and in this earth and part of my pack!! 
          
          -Cee